Kapitel 27: Want/Love, Hatred

---ARES POV---

I know it is not only me who feels this way. She also does. These are the perks of being a Lycan king, I can read thoughts even is you are not in my pack.

I regret not killing Asmodeous for the horrendous things he has done to me.

And to Avalon. I will never forgive him. Even if he is my father.

Heavens forbid I be like him. Iinknow what he was going to do and say, he is about to preach tonme about how he son takes after the father.

But I have mastered the idea of not feeding myself with wrong words and thoughts.

For an immortal, I am not to hold on to things like that. I know better than to.

But I cannot help it. It just keeps bugging me.

Now my little birdie thinks I a going to hurt her.

The look she gave me when she suddenly woke for her dream this morning was heartbreaking. It is the first time in all my existence that I have ever felt like I do not deserve her.