THE JESUS SLAY QUEENS 2
Episode 24
I don't know how I arrived at the prayer room, but I knew I did anyway. I was dragged into the prayer room. I felt being lifted from the ground and someone grabbing my legs while the other my hands. I heard someone saying that I was too heavy. I could remember slipping out of their hands one or twice. That was at the staircase.
At a point, they had to drag me on the floor into the prayer room. Why was I so heavy? On a norm I wasn't that heavy. Why was today different? I guess there's an explanation to that heaviness.
I was just speaking in tongues without control. It was as if the tongues I spoke eased the internal heat I was feeling. If I shut my mouth. It would become intense and I'll start screaming again.
So I was stuck. Something had entered me, no doubt. But it was causing a lot of trouble for me right now. I never knew when many of us young people pursue men of God for anointing and impartation, it was something bigger than us we were running after.
This was the first time I was being imparted this way and I was just begging the Holy Ghost not to kill me in the process. It was too much for me.
The prayers began in the prayer room. Ella and Susan launched into prayers instantly without a prayer point. It was just tongues all through. I couldn't open my eyes no matter how I tried. I struggled to open them, but they were too heavy. And the worst part was that I wasn't falling asleep. I was just rolling at intervals, trying to get ease from the torture in my body.
"Na who send me work? I don carry wetin pass me oooo! Daddy have mercy!"
"SHUT UP AND ALLOW ME COMPLETE MY WORK!"
"I'm sorry sir!"
"DO YOU REMEMBER CAPTAIN AMERICA? THE DAY HE ENTERED THE MACHINE FOR THE SUPER SOLDIER SOLUTION TO BE IMPLANTED INTO HIS BODY SYSTEM?"
"Yes!"
"THAT'S EXACTLY WHAT'S HAPPENING HERE. MOST OF THOSE THINGS YOU WATCH IN MOVIES ARE A REPLICA OF HOW THINGS HAPPEN IN THE SPIRIT REALM.
THE PROCESS WAS SO PAINFUL THAT CAPTAIN AMERICA WAS SCREAMING ALOUD. THE SCIENTIST WAS ASKED TO SHUT DOWN THE IMPLANTATION. BUT CAPTAIN AMERICA WAS THE ONE WHO TOLD HIM NOT TO SHUT IT DOWN, THAT HE WAS READY TO CARRY POWER."
"Jesus!"
"EXACTLY! THAT IMPARTATION CHANGED CAPTAIN AMERICA'S LIFE FOREVER."
"Holy Ghost! Don't let me be normal! Holy Ghost! Please allow my head to touch!
I am tired of this powerless Christianity. I am tired of this empty and powerless evangelism. I want to carry power daddy! Go ahead and do what you want with me!" I prayed.
The heat intensified and I screamed aloud.
It was as if my screaming was increasing the prayer fire in the room. The entire place was literally on fire. We continued to pray until Ella began a charge.
"Yesterday when I was in school, one of my friends asked me a question that the Holy Ghost helped me to answer. She was so confused about something and she was seeking answers.
She said, why is it that it is difficult to be on fire for God consistently. To carry the fire of God consistently is a challenge. You carry it for two weeks and the next day, you're completely looking for the fire again. No consistent quiet time. The fire comes and goes.
I want to be on fire always, I want my life to burn at all times."
That was her question. I was confused as to what to say when the Holy Ghost began to put his words in my mouth.
"Joy, you cannot carry fire without sacrifice. There must be a sacrifice that the fire must consume. There was a bish before there was a burning bush. There was a bull on the altar before Elijah could comfortably call down fire from heaven.
Without sacrifice, no fire! Without sacrifice, no consistent quiet time. There's something you must lay down on that altar for you to consistently carry that fire of God you're seriously searching for. In the Spirit realm, not everything is gotten free of charge. There are some that come with a price tag.
Don't give me that look, I'm talking bible here. Yes madam! Jesus paid it all! I claim it by faith! You're a joker. There are certain possibilities in the spirit realm that no amount of faith can buy for you. You'll have to pay the price for them.
Revelation 3:15. I know thy works, that thou art neither cold nor hot: I would thou wert cold or hot.
Verse 16. So then because thou art lukewarm, and neither cold nor hot, I will spue thee out of my mouth.
Verse 17. Because thou sayest, I am rich, and increased with goods, and have need of nothing; and knowest not that thou art wretched, and miserable, and poor, and blind, and naked:
Verse 18. I counsel thee to buy of me gold tried in the fire, that thou mayest be rich; and white raiment, that thou mayest be clothed, and that the shame of thy nakedness do not appear; and anoint thine eyes with eyesalve, that thou mayest see.
Jesus is the one talking here oooo. Yes! The same Jesus that you said paid it all is the one speaking. And he's very aware that he paid it all, but he's saying these people are lukewarm.
Their spiritual life is not cold and the same time, it's not hot. They're not having a cold altar and at the same time, their altar is not on fire. And Jesus was saying that the reason why they are spiritually lukewarm is because they have refused to pay the price and enter the spiritual shopping mall.
Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha! There's a shopping mall in the spirit realm. In heaven's super market, there's a place where you buy things. It's not free!
Jesus said the reason why you're like this is not because there's no solution. You saw the solution, but you said it's too expensive and passed by. The reason why these people were spiritually lukewarm was because 3 things were missing in their lives. The 3 things they refused to pay the price to buy.
Number one is gold. Number two is white garment and number three is eyes salve.
Holy Ghost help me! Please help me open our understanding."
The prayers in the room intensified. We started praying aggressively.
"Gold represents your glorious destiny. Gold is called first class destiny. And the price tag for it is called midnight prayers. That's for gold.
The White garment represents righteousness. And the price tag for it is submitting our will to God and allowing him to have the final say in our lives.
The eyesalve represent spiritual insight. Discerning spirit and ability to see what's happening around you in the spirit realm. The price tag for it is a life of consistent fasting and studying of the bible daily with fervent prayers.
This lack of eyesalve is the reason why many people will wake up in the night with a very terrible dream. Immediately they wake up, the dream will vanish from their memory. They don't have eyesalve, so they lack the ability to retain spiritual information.
No matter what God reveals to them, it disappears instantaneously. They keep struggling and struggling, ransacking their brain to recollect their dreams, but noway.
Jesus is saying come and buy. But wait oh! Sister! If you think it's free, you're joking. If you're looking for what is free in Jesus, go and collect it. Salvation is free.
I don't have time to mention what is free. I'm here to talk about the price. Some of you will have to carry your mattress and put it on that altar. You like sleep too much.
Some of you it's your food you'll put on that altar. You like food too much. Some of you will have to carry all your movies on your laptop and put it on that altar to burn. You like watching movies alot.
Some of you will have to cut down your time on social media and do only the important stuffs, read the important stuffs and go to bed early so you can wake up for midnight prayers. Some of you is to submit yourself to a mentor and obey God under him. But you are scared of handing over the authority of your life to a person. Some of you have a mentor, but you're so secretive. You hide a lot of stuffs from them and God is demanding that you open up to your spiritual leader.
Some of you will have to wave bye bye to some personalities you call my friend. They are nothing but a big distraction. Some of you will have to tell that guy that claims I love you bye bye. I want to face God and my destiny. I cannot afford to fail my generation.
I'm just mentioning the price most of you will be paying. You know your own very well. You know where God has been asking you to lay down that idol all these while. You know where God has been asking you to stop and you're telling him it's difficult.
You know that thing God frowns at in your life, but to let go is so hard. Now's the time.
🎵Jesus we are hungry!
Jesus we are thirsty
Ebi kpami ooooo Jesu ( I'm hungry Jesus)
My generation is waiting
Waiting for fire
Mo fe je ina oooo Jesus ( I want to burn Jesus)🎵
That was how the prayers kept going as Ella sang the song. We kept praying till it was two hours straight.
The girls rounded up the prayers and decided to carry me to my room. Lo and behold, they could not drag me anymore. I was more heavy than I was the first time.
They had to go and get mummy. Mummy came and touched me gently.
"Lord! Let there be peace!" That was what she said and it was as if everything running inside me stopped.
"Daddy she has to be in school tomorrow! Please release her!" Were the next words I heard her say.
It was obvious she was having a conversation with the Holy Spirit.
"Okay sir! You can continue with what you started!" She said and immediately, the heat and everything started again.
My mouth began to shake like someone whose teeth chattered in the cold. I began to speak in tongues again.
It became clear to me that I was going to spend the night on the floor in mummy's prayer room when she stood up to leave.
"There's so much to be done in her inner man. I can't shut down the process. It would be risky!" She said to Ella and Susan.
"So we're going to leave her here, right?"
"Yes! She'll be fine!"
"But the tiles are cold. Can I get a blanket to cover her and socks to cover her feet so she doesn't contact cold," Susan asked.
"Go ahead!"
There was silence for a few minutes, then I heard footsteps and next, I felt something covering me. It was as if fire was spread all over me. I screamed and flung the blanket away.
"Just leave her!" I heard mummy say.
That's how I heard the shutting of the door and then there was silence.
To be Continued...
I believe God spoke to you in this episode. Are you already praying or you're just reading?
What's your own price? Have you paid that price God has been asking for? Are you still procrastinating and telling yourself that you'll get serious with God later?
God's time is not going anywhere, it's your time that is going. Very soon, you'll discover that you've wasted alot of time and you'll continue to wish if you could turn back the hands of time.
Can you go ahead and cry to God to help you pay the price?