Kapitel 56: The best choice

WARNING!!! THIS CHAPTER IS ABOUT SUICIDE INSTIGATION. PLEASE DO NOT READ IF YOU'RE UNCOMFORTABLE WITH SUCH!!! AND P.S, WHATEVER YOU'RE FACING, SUICIDE ISN'T THE WAY!!! EVERY PROBLEM HAS A SOLUTION AND SUICIDE ISN'T ONE OF THEM!!! THERE'S LIGHT AT THE END OF THE TUNNEL, NO MATTER HOW FAR IT IS!

#saynotosuicidalthoughts

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THIRTY MINUTES EARLIER.....

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"Sweetheart." He says and I stop. 

I was both relieved and scared.

Relieved about the fact I saw someone I knew. Someone I'm close to.

And scared because I didn't know how he'd react after hearing my story.

"I heard." He begins. "Those bastards. Spilling out rubbish." 

Relieved it is then.

"Are you alright?" He asks worriedly.

Was I alright? 

Hell no.

I felt soul-less, I felt abandoned.

"No." I breathe out. "I'm so not fucking alright."