Kapitel 149: Chapter 149

　　Angelo Vander

　　Chance is really.. losing himself.

　　He was having a bad mental breakdown and he started to going crazy. Seeing it in front of my eyes making my heart breaks. He's not suppose to go through this.

　　I know his love for ILLICIT is big and he knows he can't leave Dean alone. He's not being selfish but I can see he's losing himself.

　　This is exactly the same Chance when I met him years back.

　　He's constantly crying, breaking things and experience a lot of symptoms of panic attacks.

　　"Why didn't she tell me?" Chance asked.

　　"Because she knows she won't be spending the rest of her life with you. At least she will have two beautiful twins that has your genes." I answered as I looked out the window that I broke earlier.

　　"I know she would be happy with Heinrich." He stated and I shook my head.