Kapitel 139: Chapter 139

　　Chance Kyson

　　I just finished my third glass of Whiskey and I never felt better. I was sitting in the dark and looked out the window to see the beautiful night lights. I had a lot of things going on in my mind that I wish I could block it.

　　I need to stop acting like a fool, I need to stop having panic attacks again and again everytime my brain reminds me about Aria going to get married.

　　I'm not a fool, I'm not weak and I'm surely not like Phoenix, Adrian and Angelo.

　　I need to accept the fact that Aria won't be around anymore. She will have a husband and a family. I tried to tell myself that I'm going to be just fine.

　　I got up from the floor and threw myself onto my bed. The sheets even still smelled like her and it made me mad. I got up from my bed and took off the bed sheets. I put it into the washing machine and I found myself walking to my closet grabbing all her things throwing it straight to the trash.