Kapitel 114: Assumption and Pain.

Jeremy.

The moment I left his villa, my heart began racing. I was terrified, nervous, excited and sad all at once. I didn't know what emotion to hold on to and my heart ached so much.

What just happened in there? Why did I act out? Why did I act so strange? Why couldn't I just bring myself to accept that he was my fur?

I guess maybe it's because him and I have been friends for a while now, and had gotten closer overtime. And to be frank, this felt very odd and out of place.

This is not how it is meant to be. This isn't how furs work.

In all the ancient books and articles I had read, not a single one of them had stories similar to my bonding. Each story in there were similar, and they had just one thing in common. Their furs were all strangers and they all met by chance. How come mine was different?