Kapitel 18: Chapter 18

I leaned into his chest and breathed him in,the episode passing.“You don’t smell like you.”

“What?”

“I mean…fuck…I mean,you smell different.You still smell like you,but different.Different body wash.I noticed it in the shower.”

He chuckled,and the vibrations spread through me.“You noticed that?”

“Um,yeah.Sorry.Is that weird?”He probably thought I was a freak.

“My mom picked up a different kind at the store,but I told her I don’t like it.You don’t like it either?”

“Not really.As I said,it doesn’t smell like…you.”

“Then let’s get the right stuff today.”

I nodded into his chest,not really wanting to pull away.Was it weird I wanted to stay in his arms?If he wasn’t going to say so,I certainly wasn’t.But God,it felt so good.Like reallygood.Like“now just lean down and kiss me”kind of good.Like“run your hands through my hair and pull me into your lap”kind of good.