Kapitel 3: Chapter 3 LOVE ME

"Wow." I stared at Henry's profile picture on the facebook app. He had sent me a friend request, but before I could accept it, I need to check who he was. Henry was my classmate but we are not friends and we are not enemies either. But we haven't had any conversation before.

Scrolling the screen up, I saw tons of likes and comments on his profile pic. Girls comment on it a lot, some sent love stickers. And he sent it back to them. At that moment, I started feeling jealous. Did I just say jealous? Yes, because I started liking him. He looks handsome with his smile and a little dimple show on his cheek. I haven't seen him smile before. But now, right here, I see it, and I started liking it. Why did he add me? I asked myself. Maybe he just wants to be my friend, I answered myself. Mere looking at those comments and likes, he might have gotten a girlfriend.

But the moment I wanted to click on Confirm to Accept his friend request. My finger mistakenly touches Delete. And it was deleted. "Ahhhhh," I screamed. And my friends were frightened. Bella jumped up from her chair.

"What happened," Bella asked with fear on her face. And Lucy grabbed the phone from my hands. I couldn't do anything. I was just there, in the position of holding the phone. Although the phone was not on my hands, it just looks as if I was still seeing how it was deleted. "Ahhhhh," I screamed again.

"What did she saw?" Bella asked Lucy, who wore confusion on her face. She didn't say it. It had already been deleted.

"It's nothing," Lucy answered her. "She just likes to scare someone just anyhow" She dropped the phone on the table and went back to sit, hissing.

"Oh God, this girl wouldn't kill me," Bella said and sat down back.

I don't know what to do. And what to say. All I knew is that my mood changes instantly. I picked up my phone. Maybe I should add him back, I thought but I didn't remember his surname. "Fuck" I said, scratching my hair with my fingers. And I started hating it. Am hating my fingers, especially the one that press delete.

I noticed that my friends were still staring at me. I looked at them and they quickly looked away and face what they were doing. Lucy was writing a love poem from her phone down for her boyfriend, while Bella was reading a book about music. Should I tell them? I asked myself. Should I tell them the truth? If I tell them the truth, who would believe the truth? Who would believe that I started liking a guy.. my classmates?

Scrolling the screen up again, everything looked dull. I checked my inbox. I saw more than 30 messages. I scrolled up maybe I could see Henry's message but I didn't. A new message popped up, I checked it. It was a guy. I checked his profile. His name was Edwin Abraham. I checked his profile pic, He wore a black jacket and wore a devil mask on his face, so I didn't see his real face There was a caption was his pic "I don't care about girls who wear pants" Is it true? I thought to myself. I need to find out by myself.

'Hey Sophia'

'Hello' (I replied)

'How was your day?'

'Not fine and yours?'

'Why?'

'Nevermind'

'C'mon, tell me?'

'Don't worry'

'Let me worry dear'

typing.....

If he doesn't care about girls that wear pants then why did he care about me? Or am I not a girl? Then I just got angry. The guy was irritating me.

'Leave me alone'

'Baby. What is wrong?'

typing...

I'm boiled with anger. Wanna say are you mad? But I didn't.

'Baby, do you need lp?' (His message popped up)

typing...

'Why don't you replied?' (this message popped up again)

I... just... blocked his ass. And then switched off my phone.

Erica was just looking at me inside the car. Because I didn't say goodbye to my friends. I didn't smile. I didn't hiss. And I didn't talk to her. I just frown my face as Commando frown in his film when some men kidnapped his daughter.

"What happened to you," Erica inquired and I didn't reply"Are you still angry at me?".

"No," I answered her because I didn't want her to be thinking something else

"Then what happened?"

"Nothing"

"Did he offend you?"

"Who?" I looked at her face.

"Your boyfriend," Erica replied.

I didn't know what to say. I don't want to lie. And I don't want to say the truth either. Erica was still waiting for me to reply here. But I remained silent.

"If he offends, please don't break up, because you are going to miss him if you didn't miss him now, you are going to miss him later," Erica said, trying to explain more "Well, you might see another boyfriend, you might love another boyfriend, but he can't be like the first one. Sometimes you might think leaving him was a good thing. But sometimes you might regret why you got angry at him. And don't forgive him because of your friend's words. Don't forgive him because he was famous, rich, or handsome. Don't forgive him because you love him. Forgive him because he still loves you"

Hushed. I looked at her. She had already experienced a lot of things in relationships. She had already known everything. And I wondered where she got all this wisdom from. Erica then brought out the chain. And tears crawled out from her eyes. At that moment, I realized that her boyfriend didn't travel. The truth is his boyfriend offended her and she broke up.

"I still love him," Erica said "I will go back to him... I won't have to pretend to my friend that I'm fine again... I won't have to play with my heart again" She burst into tears. And here, here, I saw the tears that are hiding behind her smile.

"Wow."

Her words touched me. Grabbed my hands and took to a paradise of emotions to which I don't have plans to go.

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