Kapitel 119: Is it a wall if it offers no resistance whatsoever?

'It's going to get quite dangerous… No, lethal when it all comes crashing down, won't it?'

In my current state of mind, my thoughts were quite… paradoxical? 

I could be thinking about thousands of things, calculating ten thousand things more, and yet feel as if I was just leisurely staring ahead with my head completely empty. Then, I could find myself in a moment of break, where all I had to do was just follow the already thought-off motions while thinking about random stuff, yet feel as if there were myriads of thoughts passing through my head at once. 

It felt as if my thoughts simply no longer had any need to follow the usual patterns, with my innate ability somehow freeing them from the restraints of what should be normal… if not what should be possible, to begin with.