Kapitel 19: Chapter 19

Liam

I couldn't fucking believe my life right now. Eve-rything seemed to go from bad to worse in a flash and I knew that it was my fault. I couldn't fucking deny it. I should have banged down the door and told Adele to let me in, instead of running away like a chicken. The thing that I was good at doing all the fucking time.

I took a deep breath thinking about the fact that I let Chanel do my dirty work. A ride on the bike. A sip of Dad's beer in the fridge didn't get rid of the nerves. And the last thing I wanted to do was talk to Dwayne. I knew what he would say about it. That I was an idiot and had a way of taking everything for fucking granted. I knew that, I just didn't feel like being told the obvious. Not today. Not the way that I was feeling.

"What the fuck?" Dwayne spat out as I was just about to hop on my bike.

I gathered that Dad was with Laurie, which was the best thing, because then I would stand up like a man and tell them all the truth at the same time.