Kapitel 1: childhood dreams

My name's xin yin, daughter of xing and lin yin. my family is one of the richest in the gaming industry, our family joined hands with ling xian family gaming company. I and joon xian grew up together we always fight and quarrel alot because we didn't like each other but as things went by I've started falling in love with him, the one love i think i can't have. I had to suppress my feelings for my senior sister xua yin i love her alot and we can't have the same man but fate played with me on memorable night when i and joon xian attended our friends birthday party, we had alot to drink that night and moreover it started raining heavily that joon suggested we spend a night at his place because his apartment was near and i agreed. On arrival we had one more glass of strong wine that i foolishly confessed my undying love to my sister's fiance, he hugged me from behind and started kissing my neck turned me and kissed me that i felt a huge weight have been lifted off my shoulders. he started kissing and nibbing my neck to my chest and my breasts,it felt like the moment shouldn't end and then "BOOM" what was i doing? xin yin, joon xian is your sister's fiance how could you do this?