Kapitel 1: My Sea Of Music
The noise was never meant for me
The quiet was where I found my peace.
But despite my words on many occasions
I found myself drowning in the sea of music
Such a thing never bothered me
For I never minded the music I played too loud
In my headset, In the corner of my dark bedroom
while everyone slept in a deep slumber
I should have been in a deep sleep too
But I couldn't sleep while I felt my heartbreak.
A thing I was never able to quite fathom
Was how my heart could break when no one hurt me.
No one left me
Yet at the same time, they did.
Sometimes I questioned if the loneliness was what made my heartbreak
In the corner of my dark room.
Just like the silence, I found peace in the darkness
But never minded when a little moonlight would shine in at 12:00 am.
The same time "IDK you yet" By Alexander 23 would play.
The same time my imagination would take over to break my heart a little more.
I peek out my northwest-facing window to look at the road.
A road that was always so beautiful at night.
A road I wish I could walk on under the moonlight
In hand a person I wished to know.
A face I could never clearly see.
A voice I couldn't even hear
A smile I only wished to see
In hand a person I'd never know.
My heart broke silently.
In the cover of darkness
A break no one would hear
In a sea of music now it's time for my slumber.
AUTORENGEDANKEN 
hellodearonesitsme
hellodearonesitsme This was a poem I wrote for a final in my creative writing class