Kapitel 34: C34

Angelo knight

Bella didn't shut the full door into my face yet. Yea, she just left it swinging in between. I guess she needed more time to think about what I have said to her.

She would be insane if she just agreed to sleep with me after what I have done to her.

I threw that girl as a trash without even glancing back.

Me? I did nothing except… humiliating the hell out of her. Rejecting her love harshly and rudely in a merciless way. I cheated on her with her father and I let him suck my dick. I dragged her into endless sexual fantasies then I got married to another girl.

Yeah! I'm an asshole and if I were in her shoes, I would never forgive me.

"be with me! I want to make love to you?" I said simply to Bella after what I have done as if it was something normal.

She trembled and shook her head in mistrust "what do you know about love?!"

And yes, I know nothing. I stood speechless. She was right, I was in need to find out what love means to me.