Kapitel 47: The Talk (2)

Clara blushed, ‘No, we didn’t. It was easy to get carried away, but I’m still scared of the repercussions, having a baby and getting left behind. You know, abandonment issues. When people get scared, they are capable of anything. Not that I’m saying Sebastian would shirk the responsibility, but I don’t know him enough. That’s why we’re going to try dating first.’

‘You know, he said he would wait for me, as long as I needed, if I wasn’t ready. It felt genuine, not like the ones before, the ones that got impatient while waiting and left me for the girls who put out?’ she felt sad remembering all those times she thought the guys genuinely liked her.

‘Do you think we should wait? I get feverish when he touches me, even if it’s just lacing his fingers with mine. It’s like I have this urge to jump him. I’ve never felt this way before, and I don’t know what to do with it,’ she said, unsure about herself.