Kapitel 2: chapter 2

He pushed them back up against the wall and held them there and I looked up at him through heavy lidded eyes.He stared back. His eyes where dark, full of power and dominion, they demanded respect and perseverance, they made me weak at the knees. Something in me shouted out to beg of him, but as for what I wanted to beg for was beyond me, it was just something about him, I assumed, that made me feel such a great need to submit where I had no need to.He then pressed his lips against mine.I did not kiss back as his lips silently made their way around my mouth like a map. Scared to make a wrong move I allowed him to tease me as he gently grazed his tongue with my teeth, before blending it with my own tongue.I almost whimpered as my body bucked beneath him, but I tried to keep all the sounds at bay, I didn't want to embarrass myself further.His kiss seared my mouth as his tongue melted into my own. He was way too good at this. Who was this man? Was he experienced?That thought suddenly brought me back to my senses.I drew my head back from up in the clouds and gasped.What was I doing?!I suddenly pushed as hard as I found possible. He stumbled a small pace back, momentarily dazed, as I made for the door.I grabbed blindly for the handle and swung the door open.Light flooded the room, presenting me the full glory of the horny beast standing just two paces behind me.He was breath takingly handsome.He must be a model.I thought as I made for back down the corridor.Just before I could make it out of the room however he grabbed my wrist and clasped it firmly between his index finger and thumb. I flushed. Times like these made me embarrassed of my weight."Be still!" He commanded, with all the authority in the world.I gasped and froze, something in me wanting to hang my head in shame, for what, god only knows."Anata wa watashi no monodesu" He said, sliding his fingers down my palm."My dearest, koneko." He finished, pulling my hand up to his face and leaving a light whisper of a kiss on my knuckles."W-w-what?" I stuttered, trying to focus my now heavy lidded eyes back on the empty darkness of the back of the room."Mine..." He breathed into my ear.I blushed an even deeper red, looking for something in me to be mad at him for just claiming me like a bought toy, but it wasn't there.He brought his lips to my neck, the didn't move, they just sat there, like they where sucking my heart out through my skin.Then his hand began to travel lower.And lower.I gasped and at the revelation at what was going to happen, no doubt, if I stayed, I ignored every insane part of me that told me to stay and pushed him roughly back into the darkness as I leaped through the now open door and into the blinding light.For a second I expected him to come bounding through the doors after me. But he didn't. In fact. I heard the loud click and shut as he locked the door from the inside.I wasn't sad he didn't run out after me. I needed the space to breath. To understand what just happened.Because it was just a make out session to anyone who heard the story from third person, but I knew it was more, something stirred in me when we came close.I just hoped it had with him.Because if anyone's heart was marked fragile in bold capitals it was mine.I ran back round the corner and half way down the stairs before I collapsed clutching the white wooden banisters so hard my fingers almost blended in with their color.I couldn't go back into the crowd, not yet. Not only had I just had an experience that left me hot and flustered but I still had a rock hard erection.Breathing heavily I directed my thoughts into orderly lines and groups. It had seemed to me as thought they had all crossed over and gone running from the first time we touched?Who was that guy?He had made me feel so alive, did everyone get that feeling from him? Did he do that to everyone? Was it just skill that made me feel that ways?I gulped back the disgust as I voiced my thoughts."Was he experienced?"I glared at the floor. Completely oblivious to the slowly depleting size in my pants.That guy probably did that to everyone. He probably treats everyone like a challenge to win over, like Justin, like Advil, and like Sweeno.Boys like that don't really like boys like me.For once I was glad for the thick gathering of clashing bodies and their little regard to personal space and the loud ear drum killing death tool of a boom box clashing away in the background.The people took the attention off of me, off of my now very flustered disheveled self.The music blasted through my ears and flooded my mind, messing up my train of thought and hiding me from the naughty thoughts now swirling around in my head.Messed up thoughts, thoughts a little shy boy like me should not be thinking at all.I silently begged one of the guys would find me already.What if they where in one of the other rooms I hadn't checked? I couldn't go back up there! I just wouldn't dare! I'd rather sleep in the garden tonight.Then again what if they'd been searching me while I was..Um..Busy.If they where...What if they decided I'd just gone home without them and decided to go home by themselves?!I wanted to go back with them as we'd planned! I was scared!I resisted the urge to just stand there and burst out crying like a big baby and pulled my weight through the crowds, heading straight to the drink table.I hadn't seen them there before but surely at some point they would have to go there. Unless they planned to stay sober. Which they didn't. I would know considering how many times they practiced drunk singing 'here comes the drunken sailor'.Just as I found the table I felt a light tap on my shoulder.Since my shirt was now ruffled and slipping slightly off my shoulder I could feel the long cold nail on my bare skin and shivered."Hi babe, you all right'?" She asked.It was the girl who let us in. She was looking considerably more cheerful than she had at the near beginning of the party.She swayed slightly as she took my hand in hers.!Was she drunk?I tried to pull my hand away. I didn't want to touch hers. She had long nails and they where scary and she was going to cut me with them if she continued to hold my hand as tight as she did.She did not free me.For goodness sake I know I'm week but the girl had some real strength in those clumpy fingers of hers."You had a drink already then?" "no..." I said shyly, attempting still to pull away from her."How you liking the party? Is been alright yeah?"I nodded."I kind of just want to go home..." I admitted. Wait, what if this was her party? She had been the one to let us in after all. "I mean I've never been to one of these after all! I'd like to go back now and I'm trying to find my friends!" "Oh..." She said. She sounded a little disappointed and I felt bad. She waited a second as though she where turning a thought over in her mind. "Yeah Darren's your mate right? He should be in the basement with the others. Least he was last time I was there..."There was a basement?I sighed in relief, at least I knew where he was."Where's the basement again?" I asked.She tugged harshly on my hand and I winced slightly as I felt the nails curl around my palm scraping me."This way." She signaled vaguely with her hands as she pulled me through the crowd.I followed obediently and tried to keep up.The stairs leading down to the basement for whatever reason where almost hidden in the door under the stairs, the one the generally leads no where.Darkness consumed us as she pulled me inside and closed the door. Then she turned on the lights and I breathed a sigh of relief.Sure I like horror movies but that doesn't mean I want to be their next victim.She let go of my hand and I followed her down the oddly high wooden steps. They looked hand made, and whoever did it did a poor job. I nearly tripped twice as I made my way down.The basement was a large room with about three shelves full of odd random items one would have around the house but generally try to keep out of the way.Including a dozen taped up boxes with the word 'Miguel' jotted down on them in black permanent marker and a pink tricycle, that, for whatever reason, had been dumped on top of what I assumed was a broken fan or radiator of sorts.I easily spotted Darren, along with Alfie and Jack.They where all sitting huddled in a circle with a bunch of others.The girl pushed me towards them and I smiled awkwardly at the curious looks I got."Darren?" I asked timidly.He turned to look at me and immediately his face lit up."Mylo! I looked all over for you! Come join us!" He grinned, moving to the side a bit more and tapping on a space beside him."What're you doing?" I asked him as I sat down wearily into the circle. I never liked the games I'd heard they played at parties.I looked towards the middle. Ugh, spin the bottle, well at least one thing about this party was cliche."Spin the bottle. It's a full one. Whoever it points at has to take a swig!"I groaned.That certainly wasn't my thing. And I didn't like Jack Daniels at all. I'd tried it before. I mean beer I can handle, in fact I quite enjoyed beer, but Jack Daniels, to me, tasted like drinking nail varnish remover."Come on Mylo! Lighten up!" Jack groaned.Alfie nodded enthusiastically. "Yeah I wanna see you drunk!"I shook my head no.I wanted to go home and sleep the night off. It felt so late. I was sure it was past midnight.I glanced at my watch and almost choked on the musty basement."It's nearly one!" I shrieked.Some of the people around me laughed. Obviously it didn't bother them. Then again they didn't have school tomorrow, or maybe they did and just didn't care.Alfie however did, he looked down at his own phone for verification.He scowled."Guys it really is late. Doesn't your mom get home around two Darren?" Darren nodded miserably. "Fuck your right. She'll have a mighty rage at me."I screwed up my brows. "I thought she said she was fine with you hanging late at parties?"He nodded and laughed. "Yeah but she'd be pissed to know I've taken you along. She thinks you're some prissy virgin princess or something. I seriously think she cares more about you than me."He laughed the sentence out but it sounded a little sad to me.I have him a quiet sad look and got up.Alfie, Jack and Darren followed suite.Another girl with a gelled up Afro and beautiful brown eyes got up and tugged at Jack's arm."Wait, where you guys going?"Home." He muttered and shrugged her off his arm. She looked hurt but hid it quickly as she turned away and sat back down.I mouthed a quick sorry to her as we went back upstairs.Darren suddenly pulled my back slightly.I stopped with a jolt."Dude. Whoa dude, how did I not see that?!" He exclaimed.I looked at him confused.Jack and Alfie peeked over his shoulder at me.Jack seemed to see it first, then eventually Alfie caught on too. To what I had no clue."What is it?" I asked."Fucking hell!" Alfie laughed. "You got groovy with someone then?" He laughed.Jack laughed too.I flushed a deep red."W-what are you talking about?! No I didn't!" I lied.Darren could barely contain his snickering, in fact, he didn't try."Wait dude look at this." He pulled out his phone and I winced as he snapped a photo of me with flash from the side then pushed it in front of me.I groaned when I saw it. My skin must have been beetroot judging how fiercely it was burning.There where three bright inflamed hickey's trailing up my neck.I buried my head in my hands.This was going to be a long ride home.