Kapitel 12: Chapter 11
AN: I'm on a roll! Gotta take advantage while in the mood! Should I have held off on uploading this till tomorrow so I had a guaranteed chapter for the next day? Yes, maybe... But I'm sticking to the 'I write the chapter, I publish the chapter' habit. So no drafts or saved-up chapters still. It's not like I'm earning anything doing this, where have p@treons so readers can send their Thanks so they can access advanced chapters 🤔.
Also, sorry for this.
WARNING: THIS CHAPTER WILL CONTAIN ATTEMPTED SA(if you don't know what that is, search it yourself, the complete words trigger me) AND VIOLENCE/GORE, MENTION OF PAST ABUSE AND SELF-HATE/HARM.
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ROBIN'S POV
My day started early morning, my parents listed all the things I should and shouldn't do while they were gone, and left specific instructions for Edward to look after me, to which I visibly showed an offended look. Who'll take care of who?
Our parents are going away for 2 nights for BUSINESS. Yeah right, business. If business was being all up on each other sucking faces and unsuccessfully making babies, yeah sure, business it is.
Why are they going away to do the deed? Well...
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Flashback
I just finished hunting with Edward and decided to head home first. I don't have to drink blood as much as the rest of my family unless I get hurt badly, then I'd need a lot of blood.
As I mindlessly went home, listening to some Evanescence. What? I like them ok. Who hasn't their emo phase growing up? You? Seriously? It's either you're lying or still young enough to not be in it yet.
[AN:🙄 just...stop. We want them to continue to read... Why are you doing this shit]
For some reason, I felt like I needed to flip someone off, so I did. I directed the finger up to the sky. Yep, I woke up today and chose violence.
I reached home, mentally singing, still mindlessly moving to go to my room. Then a scent hit me which snapped me out of my thoughts, then sounds came afterwards... When I realized what it was, and who made them. I let out a horrified scream and ran away back to the forest, back to my brother to warn him and tell him that I was probably gonna be scarred for life.
He laughed at me and told me that it's normal for a loving married couple to do that, and they probably weren't expecting any of us to be back so soon.
I gave him an incredulous look. Is this the same guy who freaked out on me telling him to get laid?
We sat out there for a while, and then we decided to go back. I asked Edward to shout out very loudly to let them know that we were back.
Which made him laugh out loud when we entered. He gave our parents a knowing smile and smirked towards me, to which I responded with a kick on his shin. The couple seemed to have realized what happened and gave an embarrassed and apologetic look towards, well... mainly me.
End of Flashback
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Back to present
I know that it's normal ok? But who wants to see, hear, smell, or even have a thought of their parents doing the nasty? No one. Wait, is there someone out there who said yes? Fudge, you're weird.
[AN: It wasn't me 😐]
So here I am, alone at the moment. Parents gone, Edward gone out to hunt. I wasn't thirsty yet so I passed. Reading one of the books Mom hid from me because she deemed it a bit inappropriate for me to read at the moment. Which I get, really I do. But the ones that she hid were just romantic novels that had mediocre at best sexually explicit scenes. For real. They suck. I wonder how Mom will react if I show her a spicy novel from my original timeline.
She'd freak out, more on because I would have had to write the novel myself since it didn't exist yet, and then give it to her. 😂
While I was enjoying myself with the thought of teasing my mother, chuckling out loud. I heard a car's engine pull up outside, and then footsteps. At first, I thought that my parents had forgotten something or decided to come back early, but when their scent hit her nose, she knew they were humans, some of the scent felt a bit familiar, an unpleasant scent that she may have passed by when she and her mom go on their occasional stroll on the market to show their faces to the locals so they don't get suspicious of them.
An all too familiar feeling creeped in, Deja Vu. I'm different now, I'm strong... I could protect myself now... But I froze... I stood still from where I was...
I remembered that scent, that disgusting mix of scent... arousal, alcohol, and male musk... Not a good combination, makes them do stupid and cruel things...
I sensed them entering the house, I was visibly shaking from fear... My brain not functioning clearly when it mattered the most.
Then there they stood in front of me, smiling disgustingly, no doubt that their heads would be full of thoughts of what they were planning to do to me.
"look at what we have here, looks like we got lucky boys, they did leave their daughter alone. We saw them, your folks, leaving in their car, and we heard that they'll be out for a while" The one in a red dirty white shirt seemed like the leader of this 4 man group.
"We were only planning on robbing the place, but I was actually hoping you'd be here. I see you in the market sometimes... And I happen to have taken a liking to you... You look so beautiful... Don't worry, I'll be gentle at first. But I don't know about the rest of my boys" the same guy said while looking me up and down lutfully, licking his lips.
The other men surrounded me and started to laugh and hurl disgusting comments about what they'd do to me. Making my stomach churn, the hair on my body stood...
'move damn it! move!' I internally shout at myself, but my body won't listen to me. I was too scared, flashes of my past experiences came to me from my old and current life, adding to the fear that kept me frozen.
The next thing I knew, two of the guys were holding me in each of my arms, and the disgusting man was in front of me. They dragged into the living room, saying that they chose this place so they could have more room and watch. Bastards!
They started touching me all over my body, sniffing my scent... each stroke made me want to puke my guts out, and tears kept falling from my eyes.
"ok boys, since I saw her first I'll go first, then you can have your turn," he said while unbuckling his pants and staring at me, with a smile full of lust, and positioned himself on top of me while the others held me down.
'no, please no... Not again... Please, anyone... Stop this... Help me! Move damn it! I'm not the helpless little girl I was before!' she internally shouts at no one and herself.
When they ripped my dress off me, exposing my body to them... And when I felt his hand down, touching the hem of my underwear, something inside of me snapped.
I forcefully freed myself from their grasp, resulting in them falling flat on their butts on the floor, shocked at my strength.
I grabbed the man who was on top of me on the neck and made him look at me.
"Kill them, kill your disgusting friends..." I said full of rage. And then I looked at the other men "Kill each other, leave no one alive!"
Like puppets, they started to move, attacking each other, grabbing and using everything and anything they could get their hands on.
One stabbed another using a broken leg to of a chair.
One was holding another down, sitting on his chest while he kept punching and punching, blood spurting all over him and everywhere...
And then there were only two... I watched them as they did their best to follow my command, to please me... It felt disgusting and satisfying at the same time... These were the same men who had tried to do unspeakable things to me... But now they're killing each other, by my orders... Using my gift...
They did everything and acted like feral animals... When they couldn't find anything to use as a weapon, they resorted to punching, kicking, and biting... Anything that they could lay they could reach to hurt the other, they did... Fingers, ears, and nose were bitten off... An eye was gouged out... There was blood... Blood was everywhere... On them, the floor, what's left of the furniture, the walls... And even some on the ceiling...
And then there was only one left... The same man... The same man who lead them here...
"I did it... I killed them like you said... I did it for you darling" he said almost incomprehensible with how damaged his face was while he walked closer and closer to me.
I just gave him a blank look, as I waited for him to reach me... He looked like a monster, so disgusting if anyone sees him now, he'll be haunting them through their nightmares...
He reached the place where I stood, knelt, and grabbed my legs, rubbing his face onto it, his blood further staining what was left of my dress and my exposed skin.
There was so much blood... The scent was driving me mad... I didn't have to drink much blood for my diet... I didn't crave it as much as the rest of my family... But I'm still part vampire... And right now... I'm surrounded by the scent of fresh blood...
I tried... Oh, I really tried to resist, but it was too much... There was too much blood... I couldn't stop myself any longer...
I grabbed him up and sank my teeth into his neck, he didn't protest, he was actually happy, he tried to embrace me, and touch me while drained him, so I tore his arms off and continued to drain him until none was left and then once full, a moment of clarity, just a moment came to me... I popped his head off just to make sure that he won't turn... At least I still have the mind to do that...
I let go of my hold, dropping him on the cold wet floor... I walked towards my room... A corner of the living room... And just sat there... Looking at the mess I just made...
'I did this... I killed them... I drank human blood...' I kept repeating in my head, now that everything was quiet, and I'm full from the blood I had just drank... It all came to me... The realization of what I have just done.
This is the first time I killed someone with my own hands... Not even in my past life did I ever take the life of another human, not even if they really deserved to die.
I'm afraid of, what will happen now. My family will inevitably see this... What will they think of me? Will they change how they look at me now? I don't want to be hated... I don't want to be alone anymore...
I cried... And cried out loud... Sobbing... I was a mess... I screamed in anguish... Why do bad things always have to happen to me? I was just starting to get happy, I was happy!
As I continued to shed tears and cry out... I sensed him come in... My brother...
And he looked horrified at the scene.
Seeing his reaction, my heart sank. I'm done... It is all done...
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AN: ok, sorry for this chapter guys. I'll make it up to you on the ones. Promise.
Did y'all see the new review? Not the LGBT hating dude who's in denial that his a homophobe, but the one that had a bunch of puking emojis? Uhuh... It's just funny, they come and judge without even reading, I checked his profile and it seems he does that a lot. He leaves mean comments and gives a low star rating.
I really should stop procrastinating, i have laundry to fold... Lunch to cook, and work afterwards... Ugh. Adulting sucks.
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