Kapitel 9: We weren't even close!

Baek-Hyun rubbed his forehead and looked in the direction of my room.

"This little shit. Is he really mad about it?" He asked no one in particular. "Hm, maybe I went too far?"

That day was definitely not a great day.

It was weird. When I took it out, I couldn't stop my heart from racing. I didn't expect to have an erection just from imagining Baek-Hyun's.

He was such a domineering Alpha. He was handsome and had another handsome Alpha as his own so what would he gain by picking on a little beta like me?

I couldn't do it. It was the first time I was having an erection in this body and although I knew a lot about how it works, I couldn't do it. It was hard!

"What do I do?" I asked myself as I leaned my head back on the door. "Ha, it's funny!" I said. "I'm here doing this whole Baek-Hyun's just outside my door. What if he finds me like this? Heh! That will be really embarrassing!"

Just a door separating us. I couldn't think of anything else but that fact and as I thought of that, I remembered the image of Baek-Hyun walking around wearing nothing. And then, I thought about his.

Wow! As a girl, I knew I would've loved to do it with such a sexy being but now I was a boy and a beta, I couldn't dream of doing it with an Alpha even if I wanted to. It wasn't fair! Why couldn't I have an Alpha for myself?

"Baek-Hyun is such a handsome jerk!" I muttered and just like that, got flooded with a rush of ecstasy. It was like nothing I had ever felt. "Ah!" I exclaimed, confused. "Did I just cum from thinking of Baek-Hyun?"

That confusing and ecstatic feeling suddenly faded as I fell asleep in that position, forgetting to clean the cum from the floor.

I woke up a few hours later and discovered it was dark. I realized I hadn't cleaned the cum and smacked my head. It wasn't easy to clean dried cum from a rugged floor. What was I thinking?

I wasn't really thinking of anything, haha!

My stomach rumbled since I didn't really eat anything during lunch so I decided to take a quick bath first before preparing something for dinner.

"I hope Baek-Hyun's not mad that I didn't make lunch." I was busy preparing myself to face him at any time but I found out he wasn't home.

I was shocked when I found that there was food on the kitchen table. It was covered and a label was attached to it.

"Make sure to eat it. It's a bad habit to skip meals." That was what the note said. "Did he make this for me?" I opened them and discovered a nice combination of balbi, kimchi stew and rice. I smiled warmly. "It's my favorite."

I didn't know if he did that to apologize or simply because he was feeling guilty for making me lock myself in my room all day. Either way, I heated the food and ate it with a warm heart.

"It's sweet!" I said and smiled warmly. Eating food made by Baek-Hyun felt tingly. Maybe I should forget about what happened and…

"Bang!" I heard the door shut.

I turned to the direction of the door and found Baek-Hyun with a black nylon bag and in it were a few cans of beer.

"You're up?" He asked but I just stared. "Want to drink some beer?"

What was wrong with Baek-Hyun? Why was he acting like we were the best of buddies? We weren't even close. Was it really because he was feeling guilty?

"Sure!" I said. "There's nothing like drinking beer with kimchi and balbi." I smiled.