Kapitel 62: I Need You
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"I know" I said leaning forward before I let out a shaky voice.
"But it's more than that I l~love you Ella more then anything" The room seemed to grow even quieter at my words and I grew more embarrassed as I glanced to my side.
Ella's eyes met mine and I could see a flicker of similar embarrassment that soon changed into a warm expression.
"I love you too Xavier" She responded softly and we sat in silence for a moment our fingers tightly entangled.
I felt a sense of calm wash over me with a connection forming in the quiet intimacy of the room. Her gaze made my body heat up and before I even realized it we began to lean towards each other slowly. The space between us grew smaller until I could feel the warmth of her breath against my skin. My heart pounded in my chest as each beat echoed in my ears and time seemed to stretch laden with anticipation.
Then as if drawn by an irresistible force our lips met as my eyes closed. I felt Ella's plump lips press against my own as we both started to move, Our lips meshed together gently at first but the softness quickly gave way to a more urgent need. Our lips moving together sloppily as salvia dripped between us and Ella's sweet taste filled my mouth.
It was as if we were pouring all the unspoken emotions we were both feeling into that single moment. Ella's lips moved with an almost desperation as her tongue pushed past my lips and only my mouth, I let her dominate my mouth and I started to realize that I wasn't the only one of us who had been having a rough time mentally.
"Mhh" Ella moaned as I started to suck on her tongue pressing forward so that our bodies were almost together.
My hand started to move and slowly found its way to her exposed thigh. The pliable skin dug between my fingers as I took a large grip, Ella's skin was not only warm but soft and the sensation sent a shiver through me. I squeezed gently at first before pulling her closer desperate to close any remaining distance between us.
'Delicious' Ella tasted to good and I felt my body start to react grow hotter reacting without my permission.
My hand slowly started to slid up her creamy thigh until my fingers were at the hem of her robe. I hesitated for only a second before pushing forward but suddenly Ella broke the kiss and caught my wrist, her breath coming in quick shallow gasps as a trial of salvia connected our lips together.
"Xavier we… can't" She put her hand against my chest as her voice trembled with both desire and restraint.
"We have to wait until we get married" Ella added quietly with a slightly embarrassed gaze before I could speak and her words were a reminder of the promise we had made.
A part of me not only understood but also respected her conviction. I dreamed many times about being with her even when we were younger and yet I always knew our first time would be the day we exchanged vows and became one. But another part a much larger that I couldn't hide anymore craved her touch and needed her in a way that defied reason.
'But you've already slept with a man before' The words I couldn't keep from appearing formed in my head.
Ella wasn't a virgin anymore so was waiting until we became husband and wife truly necessary. I asked myself such a question and yet I could only kept silent knowing it wasn't fair to voice such a thing. My hand clenched as the heat continued to burn through my body enough that my voice came out in an almost begging tone.
"PleaseI need you," I whispered with my voice not hiding the vulnerability and raw need that pulsed through me.
Ella's eyes softened and filled with a mixture of longing but she still had a firm gaze. She met my eyes and something seemed to flicker through them as she reached out and her fingers brushed against my cheek in a tender caress, Her ears slightly flushing red showing her embarrassment.
"Maybe…." Her hand that was grasping mine seemed to shake as she glanced up through her fluttering eyelashes with her own vulnerable gaze.
"Maybe we can….do something else?" Ella suggested in a tone that was barely above a whisper.
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