Kapitel 3: 3. I need time to heal
After his display in the morning, the students in the university have been keeping a distance from him. Though he can't exactly fault then for it since he did break that guy's arm. But he isn't going to apologise for it, he had clearly came to hurt him so he should've expected some retaliation.
'In any case, I'm sure that it's those douchebags who had hired that thug to hit me. The most likely reason would be that Rena isn't listening to them after I talked with her and broke up with her. Otherwise they wouldn't have any reason to do that.' Yoji thought to himself as he sat in class and wrote the notes.
The classroom itself is in a U shape with the students having long and curved tables on either side of the steps in the middle. But due to his performance in the morning, there aren't any students sitting around him, and he could even spot Rena and Yuki sitting together and glancing at him from another table.
Even the professor didn't bother asking him any questions, instead just taking class like usual. He remembers from his memories that the guy is a bit more outspoken but he has been less talkative in the class.
'There is also that professor who has Haruka. And the many other professors.' Yoji thought to himself as he noted down the notes.
Class was going silently with the students murmuring and discussing him and his sudden shift in demeanor. Something which Rena and Yuki also noticed as they were quite nervous at seeing the new change in his behaviour.
But then a fly started to fly beside Yoji's ear as he waved his hand to make it move away. But the fly was persistent as it kept on disturbing him as he waved his hand to swat it away, but he was getting more irritated as time passed without the fly moving away from him.
The whole class was silent as they watched him, with the ones who were sitting below him cowering at the sight of his face becoming more irritated. Even the professor stopped teaching as he looked at the boy wearily, not knowing if he should continue with the lessons or not.
But then the class became deathly silent when Yoji raised his left hand upwards as the fly was flying close to his head. He slowly moved his notebook away and then in one swift motion, slammed his palm quickly on the table.
The moment he slammed his hand on the table, that part of the table broke and fell as the sides cracked as his hand went through the hole. The girls in the classroom shrieked alongside Rena, Yuki and a handful of the boys as the rest of the students and professor felt their hearts stop for a moment at the scene.
"At morning a pest comes to meet me and now a literal pest is irritating me." Yoji muttered to himself as he raised his hand.
The people were stupefied when they saw that his hand looked like nothing had happened to it as he shook some pieces of wood from his hand and moved to another seat.
"Aren't you taking the lesson?" Yoji asked the professor as he glared at him.
"Y-Yes. I was just taking a breather." The professor said as he started to write the notes.
The other students ignored what he had just done in favour of making sure that their bodies are not the next targets of his anger. Rena and Yuki just kept on looking at him as they had never seen him act so violently before in their life.
After the class was done, they had a break and Yuki gathered her courage to go and talk to him. Considering what had happened between him and Rena, she is the one who has the most chance in talking with him without him hurting her.
"What is it?" Yoji asked her as he looked at her.
"C-Can we talk? Alone?" Yuki asked him a bit hesitantly.
"Yeah. I guess we can." Yoji said to her with a nod as he stood up.
He walked out of the class as he noted that Rena was trailing behind Yuki, but he didn't say anything and just walked as they reached a secluded area as he turned to look at the two girls as he crossed his arms and regarded them.
"So, I guess you two want to ask me something?" Yoji asked in a measured tone.
The two girls nervously looked at each other before they nodded to him as he waited for the question as the two girls glanced at each other. Then Yuki decided to do the task as she took some moments to bring out her confidence.
"Y-Yoji. I wanted to ask what happened to you? I-I mean, you are acting so differently. You broke that guy's arm and then you also destroyed the table you were using. You were never this violent." Yuki asked him as she took a step forward.
"I think you can already guess about why I'm acting like this, Yuki." Yoji said to her as he looked at her.
"I mean, I know about it but... The change was so drastic." Yuki said a bit hesitantly causing Rena's eyes to widen.
"Wait, Yuki, you..." Rena said as she looked at the girl.
"I know Rena. I was outside the building like Yoji. But I had never seen him." Yuki said to the girl causing her to be shocked.
"Y-You too?" Rena said in a small voice as she looked at her.
"Yes. We both knew. I was getting worried about you since you looked like you were uncomfortable and I asked Yuki to check on you. But I guess I didn't need to do that." Yoji said causing Yuki to flinch at his words.
"Y-Yoji. Please, I know that what I did was wrong. I really really enjoyed the time I spent with you. I was really happy, but my body has changed and I couldn't bring it up. I'm sorry, please, give me a chance." Rena said as she stepped forward.
Things were devolving much faster than she had anticipated and she didn't know if she would be able to bring herself to talk to him again, so she wanted to try to convey her thoughts to him.
"Even if you ask that of me, I can't give you a chance right now." Yoji said to her causing her to become more sad.
Yuki just watched it from the sidelines as she didn't even know what to say to any of them and just decided to keep silent.
"And do you even know how I have been affected by that? I saw you do those things Rena, I heard you. And I also saw the face you made when you said that you love me after you sucked that guy off." Yoji said to her as he kept his voice in control.
Rena felt herself shake at his words as she knew what he was talking about. In the euphoria of the moment, she had completely agreed to whatever they had told her, I was a sea of pleasure for her as she couldn't even think clearly since they kept on fucking her one after the other.
When he asked her about staying with Yoji, she didn't want to, but then he fucked her and she couldn't think clearly as her mind was clouded by the pleasure. When she got the call by Yoji, she was also not thinking clearly as she just replied and sucked on his dick as she was feeling very good.
She also remembered how she heard him say that he loves her as she swallowed the guys cum. She remembered smiling after drinking his cum and answering him and saying that she loves him as well.
It was only after she left the place and calmed down did she fully realise what she had said and done. And she felt very horrible about and couldn't believe that she had done something like that.
Yoji was telling her his sincere feelings and told her how he loved her, and she had only focused on sucking the guy off and said she loved him when her mind was out of it. When she saw him the next day and he told her how happy he was to have her, she put on a happy smile like always and told him the same.
But she felt really guilty about it, as she wondered about why she agreed to that. She enjoyed the time she spent with him, but he wasn't fully satisfying her as he wasn't rough enough with her. But she also felt that she couldn't tell him that as he might become suspicious of her.
But after what he said to her the days prior, she couldn't help but berate herself for her foolishness. Yoji was a great boyfriend and he would've understood her, yet she decided not to and now she broke up with him.
"I'm sorry. I wasn't in a rational state. I just said yes to whatever they said. B-But, what I said about my love is true. I really love you." Rena said to him as some tears fell from her eyes.
"Even if that's the case. I have also been affected by it. I have nightmares of you fucking them when I sleep. Do you know what that is doing to my mental health?" Yoji said to her as she was surprised.
"Wh-What?" Rena and Yuki said in shock at hearing him.
"When I sleep, I get nightmares of you fucking those guys Rena. And sometimes I even see Yuki with you in them." Yoji said to them as he looked at her.
"Y-Yoji." Rena said in surprise when she heard that.
"M-Me too?" Yuki said in surprise and shock.
"Damn it. Because of that I'm almost always in a bad mood every morning. And if I were to meet the two of you right after that, then I don't know what I'll do." Yoji said to them as he was telling the truth as he has been getting nightmares about it.
"I-I... I didn't." Rena said in guilt as she heard him.
'I hurt him already and now he's hurting more. Why couldn't I have been more sensible?' Rena thought to herself in tears.
"Yoji, I didn't know. I'm sorry." Yuki said as she felt guilty at hearing his words.
The three were silent for a while before he got enough to talk again.
"I know that you were forced Rena. But that doesn't mean that I'm just gonna be able to brush apart what I saw." Yoji said to her as she whimpered.
"Rena, he's right." Yuki said to her gently as he rubbed her back.
"I know. I screwed up." Rena said as her tears fell.
"And above all that, I don't want to accidentally hurt you two." Yoji said to them as they looked at him.
"What do you mean?" Yuki asked as she and Rena looked at him.
"As I said, I have been irritated for a while now and the nightmares aren't doing anything better. I was afraid that I would hit you out of anger if I didn't calm myself down enough, that's also another reason why I have been avoiding you two a bit." Yoji said to her as their eyes widened.
"I guess, I shouldn't be surprised about that." Yuki said in a resigned tone.
Rena just sniffed as she heard that, but she also felt a bit happy that he cares about her enough to think like that.
"I know I said that I can't trust you two, and I mean it." Yoji said to them causing the girls to flinch.
'Wait, he can't trust both of us?' Rena thought to herself as she looked at her friend in surprise.
Rena was further shocked when she saw Yuki having tears in her eyes after he said that.
"But, that doesn't mean I don't care about you two." Yoji said as he slowly walked to them.
Both Rena and Yuki stiffened when they saw him walking towards them, and then he stood in front of them as they looked at him. But the only thing they could see was a sad face as they could see the concern in his eyes.
"I don't want to hurt you. You two were the closest people to me. Even if I don't feel comfortable with you at the moment, I don't want to accidentally hurt you in my anger." Yoji said to them with a sad tone with a look of worry.
That was it. That was all Rena could take before he legs lost her strength. The moment she saw his face, heard his tone and his words, she couldn't muster the strength to stay standing as she kneeled on the ground as she looked at him with tears.
Yuki was the same as she also joined her friend on the ground as she couldn't believe the face that he was making and the words and tone that he is using, as he has never acted like that before.
"I need time to heal from that. After that, we can talk. I know that you don't deserve it Yuki, but please give me some time." Yoji said to them as they nodded to him.
He nodded in return and then remembered another thing as he looked at them.
"If you two are caught up in any trouble, then please don't hesitate to ask me for help. I don't want this to repeat again." Yoji said to them as they looked at him.
"I will. I'm sorry Yoji. I will." Rena said as she held her hands to her chest as she felt a great pain and sadness as tears fell down her cheeks.
"I will too. I will not try solving any problems without your help. Yoji, I'm sorry." Yuki said to him as she cried as well.
Yoji looked at the crying girls and then patted their heads softly. This caused them to freeze at the touch, but they also liked the strong yet gentle hand on their head.
"Thank you." Yoji said to them before he walked away.
The two girls stayed silent for a few minutes as they gathered themselves. After which Rena asked Yuki about why he doesn't trust her and she told her about what had happened. When she was done, Rena felt even horrible as she has caused a rift in Yoji and Yuki's trust.
"Yuki. I'm sorry. I didn't mean for any of this happen. If only I have just been smarter then..." Rena said guiltily as she cried more.
"Rena." Yuki said as she hugged the girl and rubbed her back.
The two stayed like that as Rena was comforted by Yuki.
A/N: What did you guys think about this chapter and how I did Rena and Yuki? I read somewhere that doujin's like this happen because of the Japanese sense of personal honour and a need to solve their own problems. Is that true? And also, what do you all think about Rena and what has happened to her? Please tell in the comments.
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