Kapitel 7: Shadow V
Hey, re you okay? Dalia asked when I seemed to be zooming out of everything. Ah, yeah, I am, maybe just a bit tired and nervous because of my work and the competition. Don't be, you'll be okay. You're the most amazing person I have ever met and you'll ace this once again, just like you aced me when we were together…eh…ahhh!, yup, sorry, it's a long time ago and I got divorced and …..Dalia said looking at me lovingly, then is about to move her body away from me which I stopped her from doing so and held her arms, pulling her closely to me.
Yes, it was a long time ago but I haven't forgotten you, the taste of your lips and your tongue, your smell…I added and kissed her on the mouth. Dalia kissed me back and said that she missed me so much. I missed her too and it made me touch her buttocks, back and bosoms hard for I wanted her ever since I saw her the first day we met again at the milk tea shop. Dalia moaned when I cupped her breast, while we stumbled down the carpet, she slid her hand in my pants and touched my privates. I groaned and felt her inside me that I felt that I needed to take off my shirt and pants, which she helped out on taking off. I unbuttoned her sleeved polo shirt and there I saw her breasts exposed and pulled the bra off. She smiled at me while kissing my mouth hungrily and I, cupping her breasts wildly. We humped and screwed our bodies together that I felt my body tense a bit.
It's just that it's so fast and I couldn't think properly seeing Dalia's naked body in front of me, so, I went with the flow and made love to her. She was moaning my name as I was doing her, my fingers in and out of her like corndog inside a drooling mouth. She was so wet when I pulled my hand off her and placed my body on top of her and pumped with her until she came.
Dalia still wanted me to touch her…when I suddenly saw the black shadow beside us and me seeing a hand touching Dalia on her breasts…ahhhh!!!, I shouted and jumped off from Dalia when I saw that black thing. Dalia shouted at me and asked what happened. I covered my top with my shirt and covered Dalia with her sleeved shirt and apologized for what I did. It was a splendid night but that shadow isn't going to leave me at all. And that is the nightmare I have been dreaming ever since I took the shot of my serum, my invention to re-program a mind, my mind, my brain. And my brain is making this shadow, my shadow do things unimaginable, such as sex, and it even joined me and Dalia earlier. My God, what have I done?. Now I am scared not only for myself but for Dalia as well.
Dalia was delighted to be with me that night but she was still dumbfounded to what really happened that night that I never wanted to talk about it with her. It's been two weeks and I have kept myself busy. Finding answers to what caused the side effects and what could I do to reverse the effects of the serum and if the programmer medicine I was taking really is working. I took a some fluid samples on my saliva and took some too like when doing a SWAB test for Covid, thirty years ago, so Doc can check them out and see if something went wrong with my experiment.
Or if my serum is no longer susceptible to use especially when I am already immune to it by now. But I couldn't risk it, it's only a month away till the fair and I am about to have an astounding breakthrough on the digital mind. It should work, It's got to work no matter what happens, whatever the cost I will find a way to make it work. It'll take a couple of days to get the results on my fluid tests. I should apologize to Dalia, so I got her flowers and will need to promise that next time everything will be splendid. Mom and dad are having a great time in France now, they said it's colder there but they are always thinking about me and what I was eating. Haa!, yup, if they only knew what I was eating lately…I thought laughing my heart out.
What is that shadow saying or is it just a figment of my mind. I tried to focus on my yoga meditations and tried to call for it. If this works then I would be able to control it or if not then I need to find another way to resolve the issue for the success of my work. I am on a trance now and suddenly the shadow appeared. It happens to be my own shadow and it is standing right in front of me. It moved towards me and sat beside me. It held my hand and I could feel it's warmth like it sees through me. I opened my eyes and I saw myself in it like a mirror reflection of myself. So I could her she since she is me. I called her "V"and when I did she moved inside me and as if touched me in many ways I could ever imagine, that I felt the peace, ecstasy and love. She moved out of my body and then disappeared into thin air. I felt cold and then I shivered when she went away. Wait, where then is my shadow?. I saw my shadow perfectly intact wherever I go but as if it'll not be so for long. So I called Doc and talked to him about it and what I experienced,
He said that it was a tremendous event where I saw myself on another dimension and that as if I am living two lives, one is that shadow from somewhere or what time and current self now in year 2054. That's why I felt cold after she disappeared, but why black. In astral projection, black, white or colored shadows or spirits depict an aura or source, whether happy, sad, scared, or whatever feeling a person has when he/she lives or dies.
It is a spirit's energy and we all have that energy, whether negative or positive, good or evil. That black shadow I saw is neither good nor bad, like it's in the middle world, which neither heaven nor earth resides, it's somewhere in the universe but nobody knows where but still experiences it when a spirit roams and or a person's soul roams in meditation.
Wöchentlicher Energiestatus
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