Have you ever wounded, how would you react when you found out, that you have turned into an opposite sex.
Like a normal boy (which is me or i still think i am) woke up one morning, only to see that his body have undergo some changes, and he has turned into a girl.
What type of expression will he make, will it be of happiness, that he can finally touch a girl assets, and feel like a girl.
Sad that his best friends are gonna come after his pussy, and he will be having a hard time because of them.
Shock that how could something like this happen when he was finally gonna lose his virginity to the girl next door.
Excitement that he can now finally fuck some guys, like he always dream off.
But none of the things i have said above is real, i mean at the end of the day i still didn't feel anything even after my body have changed into a girl.
Right now i was standing in front of the mirror, naked; looking at my reflection.
The figure standing in the mirror has a beautiful and gorgeous face, almost like she is the incarnation of Godness of beauty herself, her skin is pale white as of a late winter moon with big red ruby like eyes, a black vertical slit was between them, with gives these eyes a demonic look with long purple eye lashes, that has seems to enhances their sharpness.
She has long dark purple hair that reach her knees, her hair was thick, silky and luscious.
And her body which was the definition of perfection, all of her assets were placed perfectly.
The size of her chest was D cup and it was round in shape with pink nipples, her chest looks like a white cake with a red cherry on the top of it, her nipples were dark pink in colour making it seems like they were cranberry, her waist was slime and curvy with very little muscle, and last but not least her thighs which were thick, that could suffocate the life out of anyone.
And their was not even a hint of hair on her body, expect for her head, eye bows and eye lashes.
Turning around i saw that her huge butt, which was in a heart shape, it was also very fat and would jiggle as she move.
And the body in the mirror is ofcourse mine.
'These boobs are going to be a problem.' i thought how so ? Well because if by any chance i am in a battle situation, then they are going to be an hindrance, since they will keep on getting in the way.
'And they are even heavy.' another problem is that the weigh of them and because of these extra weights, i can't even run to my full speed.
'Should i cut them off ?' i mean this might be the beast solution so far, but then again something inside me is strongly resisting this good idea of mine.
After putting a lot more thinking, i decided to go with this feeling since it has never disappointed me before, i guess i should trust it.
'Well whatever i think i can use this body of mine to an advantage.' i mean i can make any guy fall for me, since lust is one of the sins that is hard to resist specially for men's.
'But i don't think i really need to become a girl to achieve it.' i thought, logically even when i am a guy they would still lust after me, my face is more beautiful then any women out their and my male body look which look like a female.
So anyone can mistake me for a girl, because of my face and curvy body.
"sigh" a tired sigh escape my lips as i thought.
'I stay as a guy for the day and when the night comes i become a girl.' a tough life huh, i mean some people become batman or Moon knight and here i am becoming a girl, only to get fuck by mother with a 16 inches dildo.
Just thinking about it already hurt my vagina.
And being a girl also come with with it's own disadvantage like periods, yeah periods; and trust me those times in months are really difficult to pass, I mean my body will always be in a constant state of itchiness and would feel so hot sometime, it feel like the ants are crawling inside my vagina and it's hurt so much that i can't even sleep at night, and then comes my bitch mother who always annoy me specially in those days.
'Why is my life so hard.' i sometimes think that my life is like a protagonist of Dark novel in which the author of this novel is sadists, twisted and is also mentally ill, i don't know about physically though, but i think he/she does have some problem for creating this fuck up novel.
'But in the end it is just my imagination.' i mean this is the real world we are taking about and those things always exist on friction.
Anyways where was i... Yeah!! about my body.
I always wonder how come my body change into a girl after my first nightmare. Because i pretty much remember that this is not something i was born with, my memories of the day i clear my first nightmare is a bit fussy and messed, i don't remember much but i did hear a voice of a girl, she sounded very helpless, weak and filled with despair.
'I wonder who she was.' after that day i didn't hear her voice again, almost as if she has disappear.
But sometimes i couldn't help but think that someone is missing, someone i know very well, but at the same time i don't know.
Like whenever i go to sleep i feel the missing presence again like....... someone was supposed to be by my side, but now she is not here, when i take a bath, or when i am rooming around the castle, i still feel that missing presence.
To conform my suspicions, i even found some girls clothes in my room, and when i asked my mother who these belong to, she told that she has prepared them for me when i turned will into a girl.
I ask her how can she be so sure that i would have turned into a girl after clearing my first nightmare.
And her replied left me speechless.
She said that i was born with a very rare physique known as the Yin and Yan body, it is said that the one who is born with this body can change into an opposite sex.
Since the yin and yan is messed up inside this person body, so in day when the yan density is high the person will change into a boy, and in night when yin density is high the person will change into a girl.
Honestly her words seems to make sense, but something inside me was telling me to not believe her words, and i even reach in the library to found if a physique like this even existed but i found no result of such physique, and one day my suspicions were conformed true when i found this Red book under my bed in an hidden compartment.
Inside this book, the past me or what i would like to call since my memories after my first nightmare are not clear.
Inside this book the past me has written all the information about this world, all the future events that were going to take place, and the goals he wanted to complete.
The past me also have known about some deep information on those people, which even i don't know after reading all through that book, it is as if has has seen the whole future from their perspective, he wanted to bring those people by his side, no matter what, it is as if he needed them.
'I know that they are going to become powerful in future, but honestly i don't think i need them anymore.' i mean i was already stronger, and has the potential to become the more strongest then them.
So do i really need them ?
'But....' if the past me has made it his goal to bring those people, then he must have thought of something.... Right !!
And after reading through that book i have come to know about one more thing, the only thing which left me shocked and surprised. Even i didn't know i was capable of feeling those emotions.
In the book he has mention that person, whom presence i was always missing, my other half like the past me would describe was non other then.
My sister Raphael... yeah i used to have a sister, shocking right!!.......it was a shock for me too, i mean i know that something was missing but didn't expect it to be my sister, whom i have no memory of.
What happen to her i could only guess, like my mother got rid of her, since i didn't even find her existence on the family album. Mother said that she only needed only one child, a child who will become more powerful, a child who could stand by her side, and my sister must have not met these criteria and because of this i have come out victories.
And Mother must have removed her memories of her from my mind, since she though that i will turn against her for what she did with my sister.
Do i feel bad for the death of my sister, i mean not really since i can't feel emotion and i have no memory of her even if i have, then i would have tried my hardest to take revenge for her.
But for someone whom i have no memory of, why would i waste my time. I mean sure i will try to avenge her, but not the point where i will leave everything behind and focused on this purpose only.
'I will try to get vengeance for her but not now, since i can hardly even save myself from that monster.'
Now that i think about it some things are making more sense now, like why my mother needed only one child, and why did she killed Raphael.
'It must be because i rejected her proposal for marriage.'
i mean seriously a women who is 34 years old asking her son who is only 14 years old to marry her, because she want to continue the bloodline.
'I know my family believes in the purity of blood but this is too much.' she is my mother my fucking mother, and she wants her son to marry her.
'It seems like she must have hit her head when she was born.' this is the only thing that makes sense, i mean why would a mother ask her child to marry to, only someone mentally insane would ask this.
'And does she seriously think that i will marry her' after what she did to me, well this happen years ago, when i was 12 years old at that time.
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Flash back 2 years ago
Raizel was standing in front of his mother, his eyes was cold, he gave his mother a death glare, before saying.
"I decline." as these cold and empty words left his mouth, suddenly the temperature of the room become so chilly that even the burning candles freeze along with the fire and snow starting falling inside the room, some objects started breaking apart.
The room has becomes a bit dark and scary, Amaris red eyes were looking straight through Raizel soul, her eyes contains a heavy and chilling killing intent, which was directed at Raizel.
It seems like she didn't like his response.
Raizel was standing tall without even a single bit of emotion on his emotionless face, but if one were to look closely they would notice that his hands and legs were trembling in fear.
They both stood their in silence, the deadly silence was only broken by Amaris cold and hollow voice.
"Strip"
Hearing this Raizel mind went blank for a minutes he couldn't progress but was happening, memories of what happen 2 years ago started appearing in his mind like a forgotten nightmare.
The time when he was ten years old, it was the same cold night when his mother called him in her chamber, he thought he she was gonna beat him up more, but never in his life he has thought that she would do this.
As he enter her chamber, she told him to strip just like now, Raizel did that without any hesitation since his mother has seen him naked multiple times. After he striped of his clothes, his mother put a collar around his neck and dragged him to the bed, at that time Raizel know what she was going to do, so for the first time in his life he tried to resist but he wasn't successful.
Amaris then tired him to the bed, Raizel tried everything he begged her, he cried, he scream for help, but all of those cries didn't reach Amaris ear nor anyone, she then removed her clothes.
She then fucked Raizel so hard that his screams were echoing throughout the room. And whenever he would loss conscious, Amaris would cut his finger to wake him up, or she would beat him with a whip too, she continued this process again and again.
This whole process goes for a straight week, Amaris didn't give him any rest and after a week she throw him in his room.
Raizel still remember the pain of his broken bones, the pain of his missing finger, the pain of his flesh being tear by the whip, the pain in felt in his ass by that iron rod, his hip bone was broken in four pieces. His pelvis was stretch to the point that he can't even feel it. His testicle were crushed because of her strong grip. Even his legs were bone was crushed which made him unable to walk for four month.
He suddenly come out of his thought by the same cold voice, but this time it sounded more serious and cold.
"Did you not hear me" said Amaris, her red eyes were now glowing dangerously, threating to consume him whole if he didn't listen her.
Raizel eyes have long gone dull, his body has stop trembling, his expression has become blank, almost as if he has given up on living, even his skin has become more pale and listless.
He then slowly remove his clothes, after removing all of this clothes he neatly put them to side, then look at his mother who has a surprised expression on her face.
She then raised her hands towards Raizel face and wipe a blood red tear that was falling from his right eye.
After that she hold his hand and dragged him to the bed, after that night Amaris would always call for him in the night and fuck him till he was senseless.
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Flashback end
Yeah after that day i can't even live without having any sex with her, it's like my body needs it like a drug.
And without even my mother calling me, i would always go to her room once a week just to get that feeling of that pleasure.
'What have i become....' i thought while shaking my head in disappointment.
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3 months later.
The next morning
Raizel open his eyes he was as he stare at the same rose like design ceiling, then turning his gaze to the naked women sleeping beside him, her big chest was moving up and down.
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Raizel(pov)
"sigh"
A tired sigh escape from my lips as i look at the figure of the naked women sleeping beside me.
'Mother....' yeah mother... she is my mother.
i have been sleeping with my mother for a 3 months, and we would either have sex before we went to sleep or sometime mother would masturbate while making me wearing some clothes which were too reviling.
She would also take me out of the castle for sightseeing, since we were in the dream realm Nereza.
She has shown me the vast and beautiful red ocean, the deadly forest and the creature living in it, and a lot of several other places, an those places we fucked a lot, sometime even in front of nightmare creatures.
And everytime i go with my mother, i never really once like her presence but at the same time i also don't hate her. Must be because i have already lost all those feelings a long time ago and at the end of the day, what she did to me for my own benefits, even if it means she has to make my childhood hell.
'But still that doesn't mean that i will forgive her for what she did.' after all i am not the type to forgive someone just because they regrets their past actions, because she feels guiltily (*which i highly doubt she could even feel*) for her pasts actions, which will never could make me forgive her, Since the damage has already has been done and you can never change that.
To heal from the pain that was inflected upon you is only by doing one thing and that is making that person suffer 10 or 20 times more for he/she did to you.
Getting Revenge would not heal you physical scar, but it will damn sure heal your mental scar.
'Revenge is one of the most delicious dish, when it's severed cold.'
As i was thinking about one of the famous quart, when suddenly i saw that my mother was on the top of me.
'!!!'
I didn't even see her.
Her face was so close to me that i could even feel her cold breaths, our mouth were just inches away from touching each other, she stared at me with such an instance gaze almost like she is trying to look at my soul, her dark purple eyes with bit of red glint in them, held an unique cham that could make anyone lost in them.
'Her eyes are like some precious diamonds.' a rare type of diamonds that are hard to find.
If you look into them closely you could see a whole galaxy.
'...and her face.'
Looking at her face closely, i have to say that she really is a beautiful, a beauty that could make some top nations wage wars against each other just to look at her.
'But it's a pity though.'... yeah it's a pity that a beauty like this is wasted on such a Rotten person.
Suddenly her eyes turned from purple to crimson red.
"Did think something inappropriate about me." her voice sounded emotionless, as usual.
'Did she read my mind ?' i thought since this is a high possibility, she could have, or maybe it's a women intuition.
".....No"
i replied with a pause, while turning my head sideways to avoid looking directly at her eyes.
Although i can't see it since i turn my head was turned sideways, but i am sure i saw her lips curved into a small smile.
After a few seconds she get off me, i turned my head in her direction, saw her naked figure which was in full display.
'She really has a nice figure.' yeah thick S shape figure, that could make any men drool at her, and for someone it will be hard to keep their sanity in front of her.
But for me her body is nothing more then a lump of flesh.
'I wonder how she will taste.' i mean i have did eat a lot of humans but never have i ever eaten a Noble, so it was nothing but just a little curiosity of mine.
I then saw her body shivering a little, must be because of cold.
'Even thought she is a Demi-god.' i mean what the point of having so much power when you still feel cold.
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'It is one of her weakness.' i mean this could also make sense, since i am the only one to know her flaw, which she decided to tell me herself.
Her flaw make her feels the pain of every beings she has killed, all the their life long pain they have suffered throughout their life before their death.
'This can be the worst type of flaw to ever existed.' i thought, while thinking about the flaws, when i suddenly saw her walking towards the side of the bed, where i am resting. She removed the bed sheets and pick me up from the bed and then she carry me like i am a little princess or something..
I could feel it her hands, they were warm and soft, almost as if i was hugged by a warm and soft blanket.
''Let's take a bath together, son.'' she said with a small smile on her face, which was honestly very beautiful to see.
I just nodded at her words half-heartily, while burying my heard between her big melons.
As we enter the bathhouse which was mini swimming pool, on the water a lot of beautiful flowers were floating on it surface. Their was a mini fountain in the middle of the pool, which was the statue of a naked women. The water was also crystal clear that i could even see my reflection in it.
Mother then slowly put me down in the stool, that was near the pool, she then walked towards the pool and crouched down, as she drip one her hand into the water to check it's temperature.
Seeing the temperature was fine she nodded her head as she stood up, and walked in my direction, picking me up from the stool she then slowly put me into the water.
As the warn water touch my skin i could feel my mind becoming a lot clear and refresh, even the nightmare and suicidal thoughts i have were quickly erased.
'My mind feels very clear, and clam.' i thought as my whole body was now fully dripped into the water, expect for my head.
Mother was at another conner doing something which i was not interested in.
Since my attention was already on the water.
Honestly it is the only place which makes give me some little motivation to live for another day with this women.
'The only place which make me feels relaxed.' i thought as i now fully submerged into the water as i was going down and down, when soon i hit the bottom of the pool.
The pool was 15 meter deep, which was honestly nothing much, since i have been into bigger ocean.
'So many things have happen in these three months.' i thought as i remember that expect for having a lot of sex and sightseeing.
I have also gotten my Soul weapon and my dragon too, the dragon part was really easy as i just has to beat it up till he listen to my command, while getting the soul weapon was a bit hard since i need to prove myself worthy of it.
But in the end i got it by somehow.
'Well whatever..... let me rest for a bit.' and with these thought i slowly drifted into sleep and before i know it half an hour have passed, i was still laying in the bottom of the pool, when i suddenly felt an force pulling me towards it.
Knowing who it belongs to i didn't even try to put any resistance, then slowly and slowly my body was moving upwards.
Soon i was on the surface of the water, their i saw my mother standing out of the pool naked, water was dripping down from her chest to her waist then finally landing between her legs, i could even see her lower lips lips, which were dark pink in colour. She was standing their with her hands on her waist.
Looking at such an erotic scene, anyone will lose control.
Suddenly i felt a force which pulled me towards her, as i got out of from the pool, and starting floating in front of her.
"Enjoyed the bath." she said as he smirked a little.
I just nodded her, she then pick my like baby and started walking out of the bathhouse.
As we got out of the bathhouse, my mother put me in a chair and two white towels started floating in our direction. Mother pick one and stated rubbing the towel at my body, the towel feels soft and cold, she first rub my face very gently, cleaning every conner with such a carefulness.
She then proceed to rub my other body parts like arms, legs, waist, my back, and even the giant between my legs but she took a lot of time to clean it, since she was cleaning it with her mouth not with the towel.
After she was done drying me up, she then covered my whole body in the same towel and then she processed to clean herself off with another towel, after she was done she covered herself with it too and then pick me up and walked toward the dressing table.
After dressing up, we were in the dining room. The clothes i wore a silk white shirt with dark black rose like patten on it's left side and dark black cotton pants, i was also wearing a set of earning which were sliver in colour with a red ruby in the middle of it, they were in cross shaped. I also wore some more jewelry in my arms and ankle.
My mother wore a pure white long dress, with a spider like deign, the dress left her back exposed, showing her pale white skin and the stigma of our family that was on the back of her shoulder, she wore a black diamond neckless around her neck, She also wore the same set of earning i wore but the ruby was in black colour.
She let her hair lose as they were cascading down her shoulder, unlike mine, which she tired in a long ponytail, with a lot of red jewelry she put in between them.
i was sitting at the dinning table, beside my mother who sit on the head chair that is only for the head of the family.
'She is the head.... but.' i mean if she is the head of the family, then according to the customs of the family, the children's must sit at the left side of the head, as the right side is only for the wife or husband.
'And she told me sit at the right side.' is she really fixated on making me marrying her.
'I also know how to play hard to get.' i mean my revenge is just starting.
After that i shifted my focus from her to the table.
Right now we both were siting at the long black wooden table, waiting for the servants to bring the serve the food.
Suddenly the twenty servants in the room in a row of two, with ten in each row, the other ten started setting up the table and put the white cloth around our neck with a lot of carefulness, while the other ten started putting the several dishes they have brought.
An interesting thing about these new servants that my mother hire, after i killed the previous one was that they all wearing a white mask and they were all girls.
'Is it to hide their identity.' in these three months i have also been test something with these servants like, i can give them any type of order or command i want, like striping their clothes off, making them bark like a dog and when i am bored sometime i would even fuck them until they can no longer move, they all seems to be completely faithful as they follow my every command expect for when i told them to remove their mask.
Only this is the order they won't follow and when i used force, they would kill themselves. So after some time i stop doing it.
'I mean when mother heard, that i have killed two of these servants, she got mad and fucked me really hard when i turned into a girl.' that night was really painful, as i could still feel that thick iron rode between my legs.
As i was thinking about this when suddenly i saw two small girls who wore nothing but a small white transplant cloth to cover their body, they would have looked more cute if their wasn't an emotionless expression their faces, they were coming in our direction while carrying a big figure wrapped in a white cloth, they put the figure in the table, bowed and then left.
'What is this.' i thought while turning my head in my mother direction, indicating her to explain.
Mother seeing me just smile slightly, as she said.
"Ah!, it's just that, since you were so keen on leaving for that human Academy tomorrow, so i thought, of giving you something you might like."
Hearing her explanation, i turned my head to look at the white figure that was laying in the table.
'Giving me something huh.... how generous of you.' i thought, i mean i already have some guess on what this could be.
One servant removed the white cloth of the figure, reveling a naked women, she seems to be a young women in her mid twenties, with long red hair and a beautiful face, she seems to be in an unconscious state and their were also some scars on her body but they were not that visible, if one didn't look enough.
The servants then started to put some spices and different type of sauces on her body, some were putting cherries and fruits on her nipples and waist, while the other were covering her chest, arms and legs with in white cream.
After the servants were done decorating her, they bowered and left the dinning room.
My gaze was fixated on the meal that in front of my eyes, i could tell that mother already has her knife and spoke, me and her were simply waiting... yes waiting for the meal to woke up.
After all a meal only taste good when it's fresh and warm.
The meal quickly woke up, panicked, fear and shock was clearly written on the her beautiful face, as she found herself on the table, she tried her hardest to move her body, but it's a pity she can't control her body anymore, after all her free will have been taken from her too.
'She can't move her body without the command.'
"Well then child quickly dig in~." said my mother as she waited for me to get the first bite.
I pick up my knife and fork and started cutting the area where most of the fat was located, her chest.
"Going for the thickest place huh." said my mother as she too started cutting from the left shoulder.
i Ignore the comment made by mother as i put the meat in the my mouth, it was juicy and a bit sweet.
'Probably because of the cream.'
We continue the rest of our meal in silence, if we ignore the scream of the women, that were getting louder and louder from time to time.
But her painful and desperate screams were sweet and beautiful music my ears, i don't know about mother though, but for me it sounded really refreshing to hear and was soul calming too, that's why i always leave the head.
'It is interesting to watch the expression they made, the screams they make.'
After finishing up the meal, i was wiping my mouth with a white napkin. The servants were cleaning the Table which was filled with blood, and bones.
I gaze at my mother who sit in an elegant pose and she seems to be really enjoying her red wine.
I then shifted my gaze from her to the table which was now clean, as all the blood stains and the bones were now removed.
'Hmm.... tomorrow i am finally going to meet them.' i thought, i mean i was couldn't really wait to meet them.
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'Lost from light and Changing Star.'
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