Kapitel 45: Anxiety At It’s Best

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"We won't stay here long," Sasha scowls. "we'll all go back to the meeting in the house soon."

What does he mean by all? Is Angelo coming back too?

In my head, I know that is a dumb question. Of course, he is coming back. He is a family member too. I'm having trouble breathing at the thought of having him around back at the house. What will it be like? I can't stand him. I can't be around him. How am I supposed to do that when all I can think of right now is how to kill him?

I grip Sasha's arm. "Can Miles drive me back? I can't wait, Sasha. I don't think I can." My voice is shaky and Sasha stares down at me.

"What's the rush?" he asks.

"I feel terrible." It's not a total lie. My head feels light and I'm struggling to pull air into my lungs. I don't think I can stay here any longer because I feel more suffocated by the minute. "I…I just need to go back." I tighten my grip. "Please, Sasha."