A week later, he was still lying on top of me, inside me, my powers glinting in his eyes. He had shown me how easy it was now for him to pull power from me with his upgrade.
His voice was dark, seductive, and husky. He whispered to me," Are you ready to go unload now, or have I fucked you so you are good and proper already?"
Fine. I summoned the dagger with my willpower, plunged it into his heart again between his ribs, and said, " I broke your heart again. How does it feel, Damon? To have your heart in tatters?"
I twisted the dagger, cutting into his heart, making him gasp from pain and from surprise too, before his eyes darkened. I relished this moment, seeing pain in his eyes before darkness took over.
He grabbed my wrist and squeezed, breaking it, making me now gasp and loosen my grip. He took the dagger, put it in my neck, and said, "Not yet, little girl; let's go to our island, and I'll show you a good knife."
We didn't even shower when he got off of me, and my poor pussy sighed with relief as the huge intruder left inside me. He stood up, gesturing with his fingers for me to come to him. I stood up. I was so damn ready.
Power was so close to going over the threshold that I was not sure if I could hold it anymore. But I was all tuned up to unload and went for the crystal. I was naked as I walked out of the room into one lobby. I took a heart-shaped, pink crystal in my hand and looked at Damon. I smirked smugly at him, as I explained.
I said, "This won't work with anyone but me. You can do whatever you want, but this crystal was created for me, that's why."
Damon touched the crystal and said, "I'm your biological half. I am your husband. It can work for me, too. I can be part of your heart too, baby."
I laughed and said, " It's got a blocker for just that. I keep my heart as my own, not sharing it with you. "
Damon looked at me and said, " Really baby, that was a challenge, but fine. We keep our heart crystal safe and don't let anyone else use it. "
I touched the crystal and let my will go into it, asking it to open the way to the island. The crystal teleported us to the island, and Damon looked around and gave a low whistle. We were in one lobby, near the doors. He could see the island through the windows and the glass at the door. He was not interested in sightseeing just yet.
He murmured to me."This is ours, baby. I can feel it, just the two of us. Our paradise."
I walked in, and he came up beside me. He looked at everything curiously and explored, but the tune was right on. I took us to the bedroom, and we went through quite a few. We consecrated them before he found The bedroom, where we unpacked. It had to be just right, and the mood in this room called us both.
I didn't even think about the time. I was getting increasingly excited about the unloading. I wanted to show him what I could do and how wild we were. I wanted to be wild and free, throw him around, and not let him get me. But he was prepared. He would not be a good little boy. This fox called out spiked the shackles at will, and as they are difficult to get out of, I couldn't get out once he had me in shackles.
I was secured naked in bed, as he brandished a bag, filled with various knives and he opened the rolls of soft leather that held those knives. He took a sharpening stone, sharpening a few of them, making me expect this even more. He was as in tune and in the right mood as he could be.
I used my power. It was seeping now, slowly but surely. It gave me telekinesis, and I threw one of his knives into his chest. Oh, he got more on point, slicing my throat, and I used my power, to hurt him too. This was our game and even if I could not use my hands or my feet, I get to use this power.
He unloaded himself and me too, got the power to come out, and enjoyed as he pressed himself tightly against me, sucking that power into his upgraded symbols and chakras, murmuring to me same time seductively. He got the good chance to let his vampire side be present and enjoy, unloading.
And yes, he knew how to be a bastard. He sucked the power and other powers from me as well, strengthening himself more than ever, and he was greedy. Yes, I felt his power. This was almost like our twist of vampire heat, except I did not get my sentences uttered to him. I was not trying to egg him on.
I was unloading my power, hurting him if possible, using the power as much as I could, and every time it seeped more into me, he came and took it. He unloaded part of himself in the process. I don't know what part of him is, but that part of him seemed to enjoy dealing with me and dealing with me well. I was so perfect a victim for him to maim as I fought and maimed him, too. He got to be really wild with me, tested his might against me, and got a hell of a boost from me.
Then, finally, I was all limp. The chamber of power was empty, but a galaxy was surging inside me from what it had left behind, and Damon seemed to sparkle with power. He was so fully charged. The stones in his chakras and his magical symbol almost were alight. They sparkled, and I was not sure if he could take anymore. His eyes shone supernaturally as well.
I said, "If you're too full inside, even with your upgrades, we can go to the pack, and I'll let my boys finish me if they want. I warned you I was full of power and I have quite a load yet."
Damon looked at me after he had taken the shackles off me and said, " Yes, baby, I can take the power. Don't you think I will give anyone else any of that end power? I have plenty of room within me. I told you, I could take it all, not sharing. No, no, all of that belongs to me."
He went to prepare for my herb bath. He had his own herbs that he used, and they weren't exactly the same that Adam and Charles used. But they worked just perfectly. He gently scooped me up, carried me to the bath, made the bed, and then came to wash me.
He had his own rituals, and he was focused on getting them just right. I was not asking. I was enjoying myself. This was pampering, that someone cared for me, and treat me and I was enjoying my ass off. I knew that soon my limp state would be much wilder than when he would start to herd that loose power inside me to come out; he was very good the coaxing it out too.
He washed me and did his magic with a towel. He was starting to get that power to move. He controlled and irritated me so that the galaxy inside me reacted, and the power started seeping out of me slowly. It condensed, and moved into bigger blocks, to speak, so I could use it too. We started fucking after we had first played vampire games for a while; it made it react too as we drank each other's blood, sliced and diced a while, and then the power started calling, so we moved on to fucking and violently. Now I was not limp, not at all.
We had no limits. Damon was testing and experimenting with what he could do to make the power come out easier. This was actually the first time for him to unload me just by himself with no help to others. His symbol and his chakras helped, and he knew me, how to make me react in a certain way, what made a power move.
He used his chakras, our connection, his upgrades and his energies, everything that he had. He always caught it and pulled it steadily into him so that I felt the power level decrease, and the galaxy inside me shut down. He could suck it all into his chakras, into those stones, and by god he was smug. Then I exhausted myself when all the power was almost gone, and Damon switched to another mode, but he kept fucking me.
It was like he had not gotten from me enough and he wanted to have me, even more now as I was empty and now I was quite limp and happy to be fucked.
I lay on top of him; he moved inside me relentlessly all the time, and I felt my climax accelerate. I was panting, squirming on top of him, soon ready to explode.
"Baby, show me how you got caught and what they did to you. I'm ready," Damon said softly.
He stroked me while fucking me, and we had quite a hell of a lot of chakras against each other so that our bond almost lived, it was like a highway, and there was information going back and forth all the time, emotions, memories. His upgraded chakras worked still, deepening the connection. He was so deep in my mind.
Damon was now gentle, gentler, like he had vented his frustrations, and now he could be gentle again. He kept me close to him as I exploded, shuddered by the power of the orgasm and feeling him flooding inside me too.
I looked at Damon and said, " Nothing good happened. Let it go. You don't have to put up with this shit anymore, and I'll handle it. No need for you traumatized over my past."
Damon grunted and continued stroking me, fucking me so well that I came pretty damn hard again. He murmured to me, letting me be so close to him, in his arms, perfectly safe, "Come on, baby, tell me, show me. You know I'm benefiting from these and getting stronger. It's going to be okay, yeah. Let me help you."
He had been holding his alpha chakra against mine for a long time. I knew us, the alpha couple, and he was now giving no mercy on the matter. We were, and I just had to accept it. I could feel my power accepting him, merging a bit with his power, too. Now I was not so sure which one of us was stronger. I was too limp, too happy to care.
Then, when I was still panting in the aftermath for I don't know how many times, Damon glued his memory chakra or whatever he always put against the memory chakra between my shoulder blades, saying, "Come on, be a baby, show me, you can show me, I can take it and I will help you."
And I did. I showed Damon from my memories all the time in the woods how they were shooting my bullets, where there were drugs, hitting me with different tasers, sticks, even electric bombs, and those bombs with the gaseous metal. When the gaseous metal hit my lungs, it burned, hurt, and caused so much pain that I always could do nothing for a while.
I was panting against the trunk of the tree. My lungs were on fire. I was desperate and trying to find somewhere I could hide. I could not change my shape as there was some sort of blocker, nor could I teleport. I knew I was surrounded, more or less, but I was determined to fight my way out of this. Now I was not so sure if I could. Desperation, pain in my lungs, sedatives in my blood, and my ever-increasingly weakening grip on my rage all threatened to roll over me, making me a victim again, making me weak.
Panic, pain, and fear were overwhelming in my mind, I tried, so freaking hard but yet another dull thud signaling yet another bomb filled with gaseous metals, bringing burning gas that seared deep in my lungs, causing pain, me hacking like crazy and trying to stand up, my powers and my strength were waning and fast.
And yet I hid there in the woods for three days. I ran away, but I didn't escape in the end. I was so metalized, medicated, and drugged that they finally dragged me off to a pharmaceutical facility, so I didn't even need to be chained up anymore. And there the drugs went on, the tests: more gaseous metal, different metals. Mixed into my skin, injected into me.
See how the drugs worked with or without the metal? And then all the time there was worse and worse metal feeling, a sedated feeling. Desperately lonely and helpless. They then tried to bind the metals out of me with different binders, but being what I am, the metal binders didn't work. And they just messed up the metals inside me, so I felt twice as bad.
I was a freaking mess, but as my rage evolved and my mind was so broken, almost, my rage was the one thing that took over.
Well, my rage increased enormously during that time. In the end, when I left there, I had never been so angry in my life. I tore everybody up. I destroyed everything. I lived through these memories; I was back in that forest, suffering; I was back in the facility; I was back on base to get better and I was back apologizing to Colin after I had thrown him against the wall with my telekinesis while he tried to help to recover.
He had gotten files I had taken with me, as I had been the only victim there, so I had taken everything that they did to me. Colin knew every little detail, and he was almost over his head when trying to find solutions to various problems that plagued me. I still have those papers—the files with all the information about what was done to me—the quantities of each metal, how that metal was put into that form, how I had reacted, and the lab results. Damon had all this information.
He found out that I still had all those files; the experiments left over, and I didn't tell Charles because that information wasn't in the pack houses. I have some data in vaults all over the world. Damon was shocked, and I could feel him holding me tight. He was shaking. We were still connected. He looked at my memories carefully and with shock. Then I sighed as I closed the memory.
I said, " As you can see, nothing is so lovely and clear. And as you know, I was a prisoner many, many times in that time frame. I can see you need to process that stuff, and I understand. We can go to the house."
I kept my voice level, not letting him hear how deeply I had lived those memories.
Damon looked at me and said, "Baby, we're not going yet. You know, our alpha power has already partially merged, and there's nothing wrong with that. I'll help and dispel it. You don't have to hold that in your head. It's nobody's business; you learn nothing from these like those bombs. I didn't know there were such things. And now I know how to prepare. We'll adjust the bubble and always be alert when we move in public. There's nothing to worry about, baby. Just lie there."
I was tired; he was fading my memories from that time, even more, than they had been. He took my feelings and sensations out of them, making them seem like bad dreams, something that I could let go, not bother to think. We continued to fuck, and he dredged up my memories of what I was giving him now. Not much.
He asked something, and I gave him my most faded out, most drugged-up times because they were easiest for me to handle while being in his arms, being safe. Our alpha power had merged a small amount, and Damon grabbed it surreptitiously, waiting for it to build up and merge more.
He was showing my alpha side just how strong he was, how he was here for me, helping me, fading my memories. He was almost communicating with my alpha power so I guess he had learned a thing or two from it himself too- I was getting pretty fucked up, tired, and satiated, but he just kept flooding inside me, over and over again. I was so damn stuffed all the time. He kept me filled up, stroking me, tending me, making me explode from the pleasure time after time.
I lay under Damon, and he fucked me again with more fervor. We kissed and couldn't seem to get enough of it at all. He was really a machine. He had been fucking with me more or less now for quite a while. I had sometimes slept a little, but as soon as I had awakened; he had been there to seduce me.
Damon said, " Come on baby, what do you say we go back to the pack? No way for you to know. We've only been here for two months. Of course, I could spend with you easily another month here, in our paradise, but let's show the others what we have been doing here. "
I was quite surprised at how long we'd been together. For two months with this one, away from Mariella and Pack, was some kind of record for me.
I said, "Yeah, I don't have a problem; I'll probably sleep for a week. I am pretty much all fucked up and the rest would do me good. "
Damon laughed and got off me, after he had stopped once again, flooding deep inside me. Making me feel full and warm, pretty limp, too.
He used his magic to put on his clothes, then just wrapped the sheet around me, gathered me up in his arms, kissed me still, and said, "I will not let you shower, my love, I will have you stinking of sex from mile when we return so everyone knows what we have been doing here. How are we going to get out of here?"
I said, "There's a crystal in the lobby. I have to activate it again. My heart will open passage here and grant us way back here, too."
Damon furrowed his brow and said, " Don't be here by yourself much then, because what if something happens to you? If anything happens to you, I won't be able to help you. Not at all. And besides, this is our sex nest now, baby. You don't come here alone."
I sighed and activated the crystal, but was still in Damon's arms. As we teleported to the house.
To this day, I must admit that the island has been our place. Even though I have written that I have no place of my own, well, I am not revealing all my life in these pages at once, so I can twist the truth and, as my story unfolds, you will learn something new about me. As I have told you, many times, I have no qualms about lying. To anyone.
That island is ours, and it has been for centuries. He takes me there to unload. Sometimes he lets the pack unload me too and we have our sex holidays there. And of course, every once in a while when he gets carried away with Mariella, making her need a minor break from him, Mariella will usher him to take me there, on our island, and fuck me senseless. To this day, that heart works only for me.