We get into the car to head to work, I fix my gaze in front of me, remembering the previous day, a magnificent day without a doubt, I perceive his touch on my leg, the way his fingers go up and down making me shudder, I moan at the sensation, I cross my legs and I compress my thighs.
"Don't worry, baby, I know you're wet, but right now we can't have sex," he outlines with a smile and his eyes full of desire focused on me.
I clear my throat and turn away, I don't want him to notice that I've been aroused by a single touch.
—None of that Wilson, not everything is sex in this relationship.
"I know, I just wanted to see if you'd play my game and maybe have sex in the car," he comments.
—We need to get to work quickly, I promise I'll fulfill that fantasy for you later.
When we arrive and enter the office, John is sitting watching television.
—Hello John, how are you? —Matthew greets
"I was bored but when I saw them it went away," he says, looking at me out of the corner of his eye.
Why did it have to appear in my family's life? His presence is not pleasant, he could deceive everyone except me, he wants something and I will discover what he has up to.
“Julia,” Matthew emphasizes, pulling me out of my thoughts.
"Yes, tell me," she said, stunned.
-Are you OK.
"Yes," I answer.
The three of us sit with our respective computers and each notebook aside, I bend my leg placing the pen to my lips while it starts to turn on.
“They already know what they are going to do for the new product they want to launch on the market,” Jhon says without taking his eyes off the notebook.
—Yes, I have it all written down here on my cell phone—I say, opening the notes blog.
While I'm looking for the note the cell phone starts ringing.
"Hello handsome," she smiled.
—Hello ju, how is everything going there?
"I can't stand being here, I want to go home," I sob.
—Your birthday is coming up, you should come to celebrate it.
"I'll see what I can do, I need you and Jack too much," he emphasized.
—We are waiting for you here, you know that we will always support you.
"See you later, say hello to Jack," I say, hanging up the phone.
I was reassured when talking to Mike, I don't mind telling him everything I've been through, but this wasn't the time to tell him.
I get ready to walk, a few blocks away I find a beautiful park, I go inside, I sit under a tree closing my eyes, I wanted to remember something, but it was impossible, suddenly I open them again to enjoy the view, how the people lived together. with their family, the way they walked their pets, it was pleasant to appreciate all that, because at least I know that others are happy.
"Julia, why did you leave without warning?" He sits down and fixes his hands on my restless fingers that I keep moving in circles, quietly stopping them so that I don't play with them anymore.
"This isn't the time for you to know, from time to time I like to be alone," I growled, I didn't want to yell at him, I looked away so he could leave, I didn't want to hurt him.
—It's okay, whatever I'll be in the office—Matthew stops dead, I knew I was wrong to separate him from me at this moment.
The hours passed quickly, I had eaten a hog-dog with a Coca Cola, people don't know this but I like to enjoy nature, feel the air running over my face while I get lost in my thoughts. I take out my cell phone and get ready to call my father. I haven't heard from him in a while and I would like to know what happened there. I put the cell phone to my ear as I listen to it ring.
"Hello daughter," she heard him say in a weak voice.
"Is everything okay, dad?" I ask, a little disconcerted to hear him that way.
"Of course, daughter, I miss having you at home," he says, coughing.
—I miss you too, I hope to see you soon. I need to be with my family and friends.
-How's it going over there.
—Well, now you know, everything is calm, getting the work done, can you tell me why you didn't come and send John.
—Because I have more things to do here at the office, my priority is here, I'm leaving everything in order.
Those words seemed so incoherent to me because he always has everything organized, I hang up and go to a cafe, thinking about the matter over and over again.