The Duchess explained everything to Alastor and with the details he needed to know, which only gave him a headache as he left the office.
'Her death was indeed because of me. And it was a gruesome death. No wonder that Father himself needed to erase those memories.'
If those memories were less intense, Alastor was sure his father would never hesitate to keep them. Despair and regret were good emotions, if Alastor was used to them, then he would finally be as emotionless as his father wanted him to be.
Right now, Alastor was unable to do that.
'Then I have only one way around this.'
Breaking this world apart.
Killing Zefe was wrong. Being emotionless was also wrong. In addition to those, there were the Moon Enchanter's obvious hints.
'I need to break this world by changing everything around it. But how?'