Kapitel 11: Revelation and Fear
"Hah"
He is sad knowing that he is just someone else's fragment and he feels like he is not even real and he also feel like that his love is also not real.
He didn't know, what will he do right now.
He just want to do nothing.
He just don't want to think anything.
He just want to disappear forever and be forgotten by her, since he just born to love her and the feeling he feels right now is not even his own.
He just want to vanish like he didn't even born from the start.
While he is feeling down, somewhere far away from him is suffer because of him and she want to vent her angry in him.
'"AaaRrRggGHhh!!!"' he shout because the pain he feels right now is too much for him to handle and every time he lost his consciousness he wake up because he is forbidden to pass out or fall asleep.
He beg her to stop everytime he feels that he can't bare the pain but she just smile and that smile scared him the most and after that she will laugh at me crazily and that's even more scary than her smile.
She is really a crazy person that I've known and right now he just wanted to die so his suffering will disappear.
'"Please, let me die already"' he feels like his cry is as wide as ocean.
He continue to cry and he feels like he was already suffered for eternity even though he feels like it was only just a few hours from his perspective.
'Let you die?'
'I don't know if I will let your wish be fulfilled?' she tilted her face and she put her right index finger in her chin like she is thinking if she will grand it or not.
'"Please"' he beg like his life depends on it.
'Sorry but I can't' she put a pity or sympathy expression on her face even though she really didn't mean it.
'Hmm'
'I need to find him right now'
'My anger right now is less than before since I vent some of it'
'I really can't live without him anymore'
'Bye'
'Enjoy the pain you feel right now and suffer even more'
She vanish just like that while he is still suffering.
'"YOU!!!"'
'"I WILL KILL YOU WHEN I ESCAPE IN HERE AND HAVE POWER TO KILL YOU AND ESPECIALLY HIM!!!"'
'"AAARRRGGGHHH!!!"'
Hoel just let the time to pass by.
That time she appears in front of him.
'Hoel' the way she says it, is filled with love and longing because they are apart from each other and it feels like eternity since the time they are not beside from each other.
"Nere" he say it witha a blank voice with no emotion at all and his expression is indifferent like he is just meeting some stranger.
While she is facing him right now her heart feels like it is breaking into a million pieces because she can feel it.
She feels like he don't love her anymore and it hurts her even more.
'Hoel, please say something to me'
'Blame me if you want for disobeying you and my promise of not letting myself visible or not to let other to see me, just say something thing to me, please' she kneel in front on him.
"Haah"
"Do you want to know something, the thing that I discovered while I am staying here?"
"I am thinking why you are the only one I have feeling with?"
She gaze at him while listening.
"I discovered that I am only a fragment of someone"
"Without him I won't able to live or born at all in the beginning"
'W-what'
'H-ho-el' she didn't know if he is telling the truth to her or not or he just making an excuses because he don't want her anymore and he really want to break up with her.
"Do you remember him?"
"Your first creation"
'Him?'
'Why?' she is confuse when he ask about him.
"I am him"
"More specifically I am just a fraction of him"
She is shock from his revelation.
'Your lying right?'
'Please tell me!?'
'That is impossible because I know I thoroughly erase him!?' her mind is in chaos right now.
'If you are him'
'How did he survived?'
"You didn't erase his feelings for you because you don't know about it"
"And you don't understand him at all because you don't know what is love or like before" he stare at her straight.
'I, I...'
'I don't know' she stare in the ground because her mind is more chaotic and her feeling too.
"Of course you don't know because he didn't say it and his greed for power is more important to him than his love for you"
"Because of his greed corrupted him so his love for you lessen as time goes by"
"And the time when you about to erase him, one single of his tears dropped in his eyes and continue to fall until little by little it became me"
"I am just his tears, all this time "
'Hoel' she is hurt when she saw his tears fall when he say the last part.
Right now, he is crying and this is the first time she saw him crying.
She too cry along side him and she is afraid that he will disappear just like his tears.
She is afraid that everything is just a dream.
'"Don't try"'
'Who?' her vision is blurry and she feels like the one who is in front of her is 'HIM'.
'"He won't disappear, I am the one who will vanish because I don't deserve you"'
'"Because I hurt you and my greed for power blind me"'
'"I only want to say for the first and last time that I love you"'
'"Bye"' he smiles
'"Take care of her and don't hurt her just like I did to her, Hoel"' the little bit of sentiment of him vanish after he say it.
'Hoel' she stands and slowly walk to go where he stand.
Even though she is scare that this is the last time she will see him.
Until she is in front of him, she stop and she slowly put her right hand to his left cheek.
'Is it you,Hoel?' right now her right hand is trembling afraid she is scared that the answer he say is not the answer she wanted and her tears hall even more and her vision is even more hazy that she can't see anymore.
"..."
"Hm"
'Hah' she is relieved but she still ask him.
'Really!?'
"Hm"
'REALLY!?'
"Hm"
"It's me, Nere" he smiles while his tears is still falling.
'Hoel' she smiles sincerely.
Her face go near and kiss him because she is happy right now and this is the most happiest day for her because he is still with her by her side.
Also, this is the first time she feels helpless because she can't do anything since they have the same power level and if 'HE' chose to stay and occupy his body, she can't do anything and she didn't know what will she will do.
That is why she is happy and glad so she kiss him passionately.
'Mmmmhhh~'
"Mmmhhhhh"
They kiss passionately like this is the last or the end of the day of their lives.
After they separate their lips, their is a thick string of saliva part between their mouth.
'Hah, hah, haah'
"Haah, hah, haah"
'Hoel'
"Nere"
After a few minutes they stare each other they hug each other.
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