Lydia let out a dreadful sigh pressing in midst her forehead reminiscing how Isla looked terrified and kept scolding her over her argument with a big star Sel. It was out of Isla head to understand what really took over Lydia to argue in front of a whole crowd after all she was someone who always tried to escape a kitty fight.
But in the end even with a whole lot of troubled thought she was still feeling a kind of excitement she has never felt before. The thing was that she knew what she wanted. She wanted to see Sel enraged face as she gets insulted in front of others, she wanted to see her horrified over the thought of losing her current position, she wanted to see her so irritated over losing everything and then beat her to death. Truthfully these weren't the end. If it was a ball instead of Sel, she would've wanted to rip it, slice it, bite it and whatever she could till her anger and annoyance was lifted.