Kapitel 57: That night again....?

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HAYDEN'S POV

"What exactly are you thinking , hmm...?", I asked her noticing she was just staring blankly at the laptop.

"Uh... nothing I guess..." She smiled and shook her head. "Absolutely.. nothing at all Sir", she said again giving me a reassuring smile but I felt something strange in the way she was acting...maybe because of we were going to share a room together.

"Hmmmm...", I said putting my laptop gently on the side stool. I believe that answers my questions, I said in a smug tone. "You are thinking about the hotel reservations right," I asked.

"What?", No...no sir that's not really it, she replied with a shaky voice as if being caught doing a bad thing.

That's true, you were thinking of how I would be a whore and a bad ass man not keeping my promise. I am a man of my words Miss Kana, I would never touch you IF YOU DID NOT WANT ME TO, I said emphasing on the last words.

I am very sorry Mr Anderson I am not just used to sharing rooms but trusting the sincerity in your eyes I think I can share a room with you now, she said giving me a reassuring smile even though I could see that she wasn't comfortable with it yet.

It's okay.. Miss Kana, you should leave now since you have made the reservation. I said coldly making it evident to her that I was upset... really upset with her for not trusting me or maybe she was thinking I r*ped her the time we had s*x after her breakup with her foolish boyfriend.

"I..I am sorry sir I didn't mean it that way, she started apologizing and soon left after noticing I wasn't interested in her explanations.

I was feeling paranoid and annoyed, I just think I was birthed to die alone without any woman by my side. First it was Riley who cheated on me and now Natty's drama....?

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I couldn't help but think about what Hayden said earlier in his room. He said he would never touch me if I didn't want him to....does that mean I wanted him to touch me that night, only what I could remember from that night was that I got kept on drinking non stop and soon after Georgia left leaving me with Naina. Then I was drunk...Naina and I both walked outside the club then...then....I slapped my head slightly trying to remember what happened afterwards but I couldn't remember anything... anything that happened afterwards except waking up to find myself in a hotel with my naked body covered with a duvet and almost the whole room upside down.

"Ughhhhhh.....", I sighed loudly perhaps I was the one at fault not Hayden. I feel very bad for hurting him, I treated him earlier like a man who couldn't do without sex or lusting over a woman's body.

"I should just rest..." I mumbled to my self and started forcing myself to sleep even though I woke up one and half hours ago. I just felt the urge to sleep and forget about everything and soon my eyes closed permanently giving in to the darkness that ensurfaced.

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