Kapitel 26: Not My Birthday
Bella's pov
6 years later.
"Mama"I hear a whisper in my ears,I groan and turn away from the sound.
"Mama wake up"another voice giggled.
"I don't want to"I mumble pouting with myeyes still closed.
"Come on Mama,Aunty Sam is waiting for us","Samantha is probably sleeping like a normal person"I mumble again but manage to openmy eyes only to see my twins staring at me.
I look at clock on my bed side table to see the time to see it's 6am.I was training until 2am,so I didn't get any sleep until 3am.
Facing my twins I say "you know when you,guys are teenagers you would regret not sleeping in",Of course they ignore me and start laughing pointing at my scattered brown hair.
"Mommy has big hair"my son says to my daughter making her break in to a fit of laughter.
"Mama is tired and would love for you guys to sleep in"I mumble to myself.
I sigh sitting up and dragging my twins to my lap before attacking them with kisses and tickling them.,"Mama stop-stooooop"they laugh out loud trying to,get away from me.
When I see their faces have turn red,I decided to give them mercy and get up from my beautiful bed and I look back longingly.
Carrying one twin on my chest and the other on my back,I take them to the kitchen.,"So,what do we want for breakfast?"I ask as I place each one on their stool.
"Bacon and cheese"they yell.
"Mmm say what? Can't hear you?"I say dramatically cupping my ears promoting them to yell louder.
"Alright jeez.No need to yell"I grin.
"Can I have strawberry milkshake with mine?"my daughter Paloma asks
My son Herold yells"can I have chocolate drink and"he stops to think before saying "ice,cream?"
Paloma looks at Jerold like he's a genius"me,too Mama"
"It's too early to eat ice cream so I could give you guys whipped cream instead",They pout crossing their arms before glaring at me like I'm the enemy.
Perhaps I am.
There isn't a day I don't think about telling their father about them. It's so unfair to keep them away from the father.
I know how much a father means to a child, I want that for my children but I'm afraid even with my new position and mystrength. I'm afraid that he would reject them,like he did to me, without even thinking,about it.I don't want that for my children.
I don't want my children to know that their father doesn't want them, i know how it feels for that one persons who is supposed to be yours and love you unconditionally to reject you like your a piece of dirt.
Everyday,I convince myself that I'mdoing the right thing.,They look so much ike their father a lot.
They have his dark hair,his tan skin,glare and smile.How can I not think about him everydaywhen it seems like I'm staring at him everyday.
I will tell them the truth about their father later on and when they reach a age where they are old enough to decide what they want todo,they have my blessing to contact him
However right now,they are mine and myresponsibility.It's my duty to protect them from pain that might be caused if they find out their father wants nothing to do with,them.
"Mama can we watch cartoons while we eat",I look at both my kids giving me a puppy eyes.
Damn it,they know they got me with just the puppy eye,I barely make it out alive
"Absolutely not! Don't you give me the puppy eyes,you guys know you are not allowed."
""what if we prwmse to eat,mummy","Yes herold is now 6 years I'm a big boyMama plwase"
Don't fall for it again, don't fall for it again.Today is a new day and yesterday is in the past.
You are a strong independent woman,a great mother and awesome.
Don't fall for it! ,don't fall for it!,"Alright then"I hear myself say.
Damn it I fell for it again before I could take it back and tell them I'm kidding or say youcan watch tv as soon as they finish.
The,twins took their plates and went to the living room to switch the tv ondeserting me in the,kitchen.
"Well that went well" I mutter to myself.,
"Why do you even bother?,-they are good kids Ella.They respect you and listen to you without you even scowling at them.That takes talent.-" my wolf said
"You are right Pheobe, !ow if only I can get them to eat whilst watching tv,mission would be accomplished.
" Aunty Ella"I hear beauty yell whilst,running to me.
I catch her in my arm and lift her up.I attack her with kisses which makes her ,squeal and giggle.
I put her down after leaving a quick kiss on her forehead.
Samantha made me her godmother and I honestly love her like a mother would a daughter
Even ,though he is only 6, you could see she would make a great leader.
"Where is your mum?"I asked beauty"In the kiwchen" she says before grabbing Paloma's hand and running towards what I believe is the back garden.
"Hey! Wait up"Herold yells chasing after them which prompt the girls to laugh and run faster.
I shook my head and walked towards the kitchen, Samanthaa my favourite person in the whole world was in the kitchen on top of counter on her back,mouth open,sleeping.
Jonathan my third best friend and one of my favourite people in the universe was leaning over her, trying his hardest to not blow out laughing whilst he draws on herbeautiful face.
His shoulders are shaking with laughter andI'm stuck on my spot because I don't even,l know what to do right now.,"What on earth are you doing?"I hiss out in awhisper which startles Jonathan a bit.
"Shhhh", Samantha moves to her side stopping him from completing his master piece on that same side and Johnathan send me a glare.
"She's going to kill you"I mutter before going to the fridge to get myself a bottle of juice.
"I know"he silently chuckles.,This man does not learn his lesson.There isn't a day these two don't argue.They are literally Tom and Jerry,If Tom and Jerrywas created now,I would have sworn the,characters were inspired by them.
Oh well the chase is always entertaining therefore,it's a win for me.
"I'm at the back,if you need me"I call out before making my way to the back gardenwhere my babies were probably playing hide,and seek.
I sat at the bench swing drinking my juice whilst watching the twins and Beauty.
After awhile the twins and beauty walk to me.I tuck the girls to my side and Herold curls to my lap.
Before I knew it,they were taking a nap.
Its seems just as they started their nap Samantha finished hers.
She walks into the back garden,looks around before her eyes stop at mine.She grins when she sees me and walks towards me.
I stayed seated,trying to contain my laughter as I look at Jonathan's master piece on her face.
He even drew on one of her front tooth,making her grin even funnier. I didn't want to wake up the kids but I felt like I was going to blow out a loud laugh.
I switched my gaze from her to my daughter, one of chubby cheeks is resting on my chest and one of her hands has a strong grip on my shirt.
"I'm so sorry that I slept beauty was a pain in my ass late night and her father wasn't any better.I think I put beauty to sleep in her own bed like 100 times and she still ended up sleeping with us.When you look at her you would think she's an angel but don't let her big eyes,soft curly hair and pouty lips fool you.That kid is her fathers replica" she says shaking her head.
"Yup."I agree still avoiding her eyes.,"Listen Samantha..your face-",I start to tell my best friend what Jonathan had done,but Lucas who I haven't even notice entering, yells "what the fuck happened to your face"
The kids move a bit, I see Herold open his eyes a bit before closing them back.
"What's wrong with my face?"she asks touching her face.,"Let's put the kids in bed before we answer,that question"I say before Lucas could even,open his mouth.
Lucas nods before grabbing Herold, Samantha picks up beauty and I stand up with Paloma in my arm.
Lucas leads us to one of the guestroom before dropping them all to the bed, taking off their shoes,placing pillows around them so they don't fall off the bed.
Paloma is a wild sleepercould kick anyone off the bed.
When we leave the room, Samanthagoes to the bathroom downstairs and starts screaming
"NATHAN ", Lucas and I look at each other with a matching wince, "That guy doesn't learn"he mutters.
I know what you mean bro, Samantha runs out to his room but he isn't there, though he left a note saying,"I hope you love my art piece.Please treat with care,it is one of my best piece.It's a wonderful gift from me to you.Happy birthday Sam"
"It's not even my birthday"she snaps.,
She looks up at her husband.,"You better find a new beta because he is as good as gone"she spat out.
"Right on it honey"'he says before pulling her for a hug and starts laughing.,"It's not funny Lucas" she says
"No darling definitely not funny at all"he replies before all of us start to laugh.
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