App herunterladen
3.22% In Every Life, You Are My Omega / Chapter 2: 2. Rejected

Kapitel 2: 2. Rejected

"You said, that you want an Omega." Shaga's voice became weak, he stepped back and braced himself once more to see this man standing upright before him. He felt his heartbeat speed up to get answers, but Shaga had guessed how it would end.

In a hallway of the man's apartment that felt more suffocating over time for him. The examination result paper he got from the school was still tightly held in his hand and became crumpled because of the emotional pressure he channeled. Shaga looked at the man's face for an expression that gave him at least hope, but Shaga found nothing. The pheromone didn't even smell at all.

"I did it," Shaga said. His eyes trembled and he couldn't stare any longer and chose that the floor was much more attractive now. "But why don't you say if it's not me? You just shut up and make me feel like you have hope."

"I didn't ask you to be an Omega." The voice jolted Shaga and even made him look down even more profoundly. This is a shame.

He hated how his Omega nature had now taken hold of him. He didn't want to look weak and vulnerable like this at all.

Shaga began to realize where he was, people seemed to have no place for people living in luxury apartments like this. However, it wasn't because of that that that Shaga liked him so much that he ventured to come here for the first time. Shaga likes this Alpha and he has given up his future to become an Omega.

"I'm starting to realize it now. I'm sorry to disturb your time." Shaga said hurriedly, ignoring how his voice trembled he didn't want.

"Aware of what?" the man asked with emphasis. Garvin, the man older than him is Adrian's brother, someone Alpha who constantly bullies him at school. There is a vast difference between Adrian and Garvin. However, again Shaga can't do anything when dealing with Garvin like now.

Shaga firmly believes that Garvin understands very well what Shaga said.

Shaga couldn't bear to stand on the same scope anymore with this man. His heart had been broken along with his evaporated hopes that did not remain.

"We are different. Not in the same world," Shaga replied. For the first time, Shaga got to know this new taste in his life and it turned out that it was not that simple, unlike people's dreams that would end up with a smile.

Shaga knows it's wrong to hope for a man who is not in the same world at all. They are different and the differences are so contrasting, just imagining in his mind it feels impossible.

However, among all that Shaga was relieved he had told the truth from the deepest heart he had saved how many years this had been after he struggled to attend as an Omega.

Shaga turned around, left the building, and promised himself not to come set foot there again.

***

'Where is your Shaga?'

Shaga looked at his phone screen where Adrian had been sending messages asking where he was. He ignored that from the moment the first message came in, there was no point in answering it all.

Adrian will discover every worst inch Shaga is going through and he doesn't want to be known. He couldn't imagine if Adrian only knew about Shaga liking Garvin, what he would say later.

Shaga hugged himself in the night air that was so piercing to his skin, but he still didn't want to go home. He knew for sure that his mother was worried about him at home, but Shaga also didn't want to disappoint his mother with him being an Omega. All hope that Shaga will become an Alpha, but indeed that Shaga is stupid for the sake of someone he loves he changed it just to get a rejection.

A ringing call from his cell phone became the only sound that broke the silence of the night. Once again Shaga ignored him and he stood up to enter the building where many people were stranded here. Homeless shelter. It's so pitiful, Shaga won't let people he knows pity him.

***

After a week that seemed very long to him, Shaga came home greeted with the cries of his mother and also a stiff hug from Adrian who was inexplicably in his little house at this time.

Shaga without saying anything went into his room and lay down on a soft mattress that he hadn't seen in the week he had escaped.

"Shaga."

Adrian's voice came into his hearing, he was just about to close his eyes again and then failed when Adrian sat next to him.

"What's wrong with you?"

Shaga doesn't answer anything, Adrian is a stranger who came into his life without Shaga's wishes and he can't say anything.

"Shaga."

Shaga gasped as Adrian flipped over so that he lay on his back facing him.

"What's wrong? You can tell me."

Shaga shook off Adrian's hand when the man was about to touch it again. He rose to sit down to face Adrian's face who was looking at his in the lingering worry.

"Go."

Adrian's face softened, and his hand stretched out to clasp Shaga's palm tightly. Like a hot iron surrounding Shaga made him look at him, Shaga thought for a moment that it was Garvin, but when he blinked and Adrian's face reappeared.

"Go, I won't share anything with you."

Didn't Adrian understand what Shaga wanted, he just wanted Adrian to leave here immediately. Shaga didn't want to deal with all things related to Garvin at all anymore, his heart still felt wet with pain even though Shaga knew that Adrian was completely unrelated to this.

"Shaga, why are you stubborn?"

Shaga crackled. "I was rejected by Alpha. Are you satisfied? So, you go."


Kapitel 3: 3. Surprised

Adrian saw Shaga leaning in a narrow alley. Adrian was across the street watching Shaga, who had just finished work, It was already half past ten in the evening, but Shaga never went home and just stood quietly looking at the wall in front of him.

Shaga is indeed not someone who talks much, but he was also not so quiet before and would respond to Adrian with his anger. This time, even Shaga didn't respond at all, and Adrian had guessed that this must be related to an Alpha who had rejected him.

Adrian never knew who it was, but he felt very jealous of any Alpha who had bravely rejected Shaga. Adrian here even expects Shaga to have the same feelings for him, or at least Adrian hopes that Shaga sees it. To realize that he doesn't just exist as a bully as he has always been, Adrian wants Shaga's attention to be on him so that Adrian can show that he is truly sincere with this intense feeling every day.

A car stopped right in front of the alley and it should have been that the car was not there to block Adrian's view.

However, when Adrian's eyes narrowed and when he accidentally observed the car, he realized that the car belonged to his brother. What did Garvin come here for?

Adrian couldn't wait and he couldn't see Shaga. So, Adrian came there to at least know what his brother was doing here as well as to take Shaga home.

"I never care about your affairs again." Shaga's voice came into Adrian's hearing and he temporarily did not appear first to hear what Shaga was saying.

Adrian held his pheromone out to know, he peeked and was surprised that Shaga was now talking to Garvin.

"Where have you been for this one week?" Garvin asked, which immediately made Adrian's brow wrinkle, since when did this brother care about others?

"It's none of your business. Go!" Shaga doesn't seem to like Garvin's presence and so does Adrian unhappy if Garvin tries to mess with Shaga.

"Where to work?" Garvin asked again.

"Who are you until I have to tell you?" Shaga looks very angry at Garvin's presence and that anger is the same as Adrian now feels.

"Why are you so stubborn?"

There was a grunt from Shaga over there. "You guys are the same."

When Shaga turned around, Adrian's eyes widened as Garvin suddenly restrained Shaga by holding his arm. "Is this because I rejected you?"

Adrian was struggling to get that new fact, he couldn't believe what he had just seen and also heard just now. He never thought that Shaga was related to this kind of interconnectedness with Garvin behind him, Adrian thought he knew all things related to Shaga, but it turned out that he was wrong. He didn't know anything.

Shaga snorted. "Don't be so confident."

"Where were you before?" Garvin again asked Shaga, and Adrian suddenly wanted to go there very much to push his brother away from Shaga.

"Where I am, it's none of your business," Shaga said almost growling. He shook Garvin's hand away and it made Adrian momentarily relieved. "Get out of my way."

When Shaga was about to walk into the building behind them, Adrian heard Garvin make a sound again. "Don't I have to know what you are doing?"

There was a bitter laugh that Adrian would never want to hear from Shaga again. "It's none of your business, haven't you always been someone who doesn't care? We've never had any relationship, I've just become a stupid teenager to you. I don't want to see you again."

The sound of slamming the door ended their conversation. Garvin was strangely still unaware of Adrian's whereabouts when his brother left at high speed. Adrian realized that his chances began to slowly decrease.

***

Adrian ran through the night, his dark shadow highlighted by the moonlight penetrating through the cracks in the trees and bushes. The black fur wrapped around his skin fluttered in his brisk steps, blending into the darkness of the forest. His heart was pounding violently, not only because of the blood flow that spurred into the werewolf body that ruled him but also because of the jealousy that permeated his mind.

What he saw just now was so very shocking to Adrian. It was never in his own shadow that he would see Garvin, who was his brother, going with Shaga in such a way behind his back. It was Adrian who had known Shaga first, and Garvin even knew what Adrian felt about Shaga.

It hurts.

Adrian ran faster and faster, the night wind piercing his skin seemed to be a physical reminder of the burning pain inside his chest. Each of his steps hit the ground with a force that depicted the inner battle he was experiencing. The shadows of the trees and bushes passing by so quickly almost seemed to reflect the emotional turmoil that overtook him.

The dark and silent forest became a silent witness of Adrian's struggle in the face of the waves of emotions that hit. All the fond memories of his previous life that he shared with Shaga felt like he was drifting away in a wave of feelings he couldn't control.

Adrian felt tired, not only physically but also mentally. He slowed down his run, letting his body adjust to a calmer breathing rhythm. He stopped under a dense clump of trees, letting himself sit on the cold ground. His gaze was blank in the distance, pondering the meaning of everything that happened.

Slowly, the jealousy began to dim. Although the feeling is still there, Adrian begins to realize that he can't control Shaga's heart or his brother's. Whatever happens between them, Adrian must choose how he will respond. Will he let negative emotions get the better of him, or will he try to understand and suppress these feelings?

Slowly, he got up from his seat and continued his steps through the dark forest, at least he needed more fresh air and also the busyness that Adrian had forgotten about what he had seen recently.


Load failed, please RETRY

Geschenke

Geschenk -- Geschenk erhalten

    Wöchentlicher Energiestatus

    Stapelfreischaltung von Kapiteln

    Inhaltsverzeichnis

    Anzeigeoptionen

    Hintergrund

    Schriftart

    Größe

    Kapitel-Kommentare

    Schreiben Sie eine Rezension Lese-Status: C2
    Fehler beim Posten. Bitte versuchen Sie es erneut
    • Qualität des Schreibens
    • Veröffentlichungsstabilität
    • Geschichtenentwicklung
    • Charakter-Design
    • Welthintergrund

    Die Gesamtpunktzahl 0.0

    Rezension erfolgreich gepostet! Lesen Sie mehr Rezensionen
    Stimmen Sie mit Powerstein ab
    Rank 200+ Macht-Rangliste
    Stone 3 Power-Stein
    Unangemessene Inhalte melden
    error Tipp

    Missbrauch melden

    Kommentare zu Absätzen

    Einloggen

    tip Kommentar absatzweise anzeigen

    Die Absatzkommentarfunktion ist jetzt im Web! Bewegen Sie den Mauszeiger über einen beliebigen Absatz und klicken Sie auf das Symbol, um Ihren Kommentar hinzuzufügen.

    Außerdem können Sie es jederzeit in den Einstellungen aus- und einschalten.

    ICH HAB ES