Kapitel 31: The Desire To Change [R-18]
[Location: Main Road East / Near the City of Andacia - Kingdom of Tevell]
[4 week and 6 day have passed]
They were difficult days to recover from what happened in Galma but despite the few resources we had, Celes' body recovered from the ravages of using Limit Break and I after unleashing the Blessing. Although we forced the horse to take us as fast as it could back to Andacia we were finally a few hours from the city.
-Celes: My Lord, you are still affected by it, right?
-Zyrus: Yeah... something like that.
The pain I felt from that image was still engraved on me and I couldn't get it out of my head and that undoubtedly greatly affected my state of mind during these days.
-Celes: Look My Lord, we return to Andacia at last.
It was already getting dark by the time we got back to Andacia and when we entered the city there was a different atmosphere than last time, many soldiers running through the streets and people gathered talking and scared.
-Celes: Apparently the news arrived here before us.
-Zyrus: So it seems.
Upon reaching the square we saw many soldiers lined up and among them was Damian, the Count's son and who led them and when he noticed us he approached very nervous.
-Damian: Y-You two!?
-Zyrus: Damian, what's going on here?
-Damian: You tell me, you come from Galma, right? I heard the reports from our watchmen, tell me, is it true that a demon appeared and destroyed the town?
Celes and I look at each other and we tell Damian everything that happened in Galma, about the Demon and about the tragedy in Galma.
-Damian: It's not possible that people from the Church caused something like that, make no mistake, I'm glad you two defeated the demon but to think that something like this could happen.
He was very affected when he heard our story and he did not seem to doubt its veracity, in fact he was very convinced of it.
-Damian: I thank you for what you did, for everyone and I'm sorry for what happened to your friends, please if you need to rest go to the mansion, take this ring and show it to the guard at the gate and then talk to one of my maids they will give you a room.
-Celes: We thank you Lord Damian, a break would really do us good.
Then Damian returned with his troops and we directed the horse towards the mansion, after all we had been through a good meal and a rest in a mansion would do us really good right now.
"What are we going to do now, with the border gate destroyed we won't be able to go to Gainsworth...but...is that really what I want? What do I really want?"
Once we arrived at the mansion we showed the ring to the guard who made way for us and after leaving the horse in the stable, we entered the mansion. One of the maids who was nearby attended us when she saw us enter, we explained the situation and she kindly offered us food, allowed us to take a shower and rest in a room for each one.
-Maid: Please, come with me, our chef is going to prepare a delicious dinner for you while we prepare the bathroom and the rooms.
-Celes: We appreciate it.
-Zyrus: Yeah, thank you...
Despite these comforts, my spirits did not improve. After eating a good meal and enjoying a relaxing bath, we went to the rooms we were given and upon entering the room it was very different from those of the inns where we used to spend, it was very elegantly decorated, the bed was wide where four people could be in, I approached the bed and left my suitcase on the floor and sat on the bed
-Zyrus: What I gonna do now? I'm...very confused right now.
I look my hands trembling after everything that happened I fell to a point where I did not know which direction to take. On one hand I wanted to go home but on the other hand, remembering all the pain and suffering of all the good people I met made me want to do something, but how it was the question.
-Zyrus: I don't know what I want to do anymore...
While i was lost in my thoughts, I heard someone knock on the door of the room.
-Celes: My Lord, can I come in?
-Zyrus: Y-Yeah...come in, Celes.
She entered the room wearing only the black cloth she wore under her armor and sat in the bed next to me.
-Celes: I see you are still suffering for that, right?
-Zyrus: With everything that has happened these days, my mind is a chaos of emotions, it's as if the path that was clear before me was covered by a dense darkness.
I put my hands up and rested my head on my hands trying to find a solution but my mind was so clouded by the painful memories that I couldn't think straight.
-Zyrus: I'm afraid I've lost the direction of my life.
Then Celes got up and without giving me time to react, she sat on my legs and rested my head on her breasts, quickly as my face blushed and my heart raced.
-Celes: My Lord, please, don't say that, if you ever get lost I'll be there to bring you back.
-Zyrus: C-Celes..w-what are you...?
With my head gently squeezing her breasts I could feel her aroma, despite being a Knight she had a very comforting feminine scene, she used her hands to hug my head and rest her cheek on it.
-Celes: You have been carrying a great weight on your own for a long time.
I could feel his heart beating and his hands caressing my head, it made me feel comfortable and safe somehow.
-Celes: It hurts me to see you in that state, you are usually very lively and determined and that is why I don't want you to suffer anymore because of that weight, you know that I will always be by your side.
Out of nowhere she falls with me on the bed while she is on top of me, with my arms stretched out and her face flushed close to mine almost feeling her breath.
-Celes: I want you to share that weight with me and I will do everything possible to ease it.
-Zyrus: C-Celes...I...
My mind is completely in blank and I couldn't think straight so I subconsciously let her continue to move closer to the point where our lips met. I closed my eyes feeling her body on me and her lips kissing mine. Her hands caressing my chest and my cheek, I returned her kiss without resisting, and at this point I was acting solely on instinct.
-Celes: I don't want you to feel like you're alone, always remember that I'll be there for you when you need me.
-Zyrus: I need you now...Celes...
She smile me while I caressed her face, both already blushing looking at each other knowing what would follow.
-Celes: My Lord...just...just for tonight...let me call you by your name...
I nodded without hesitation as I reached out my hands to caress her back and her butt and being someone who had trained her body I could feel her muscles but also the softness of her skin.
-Celes: Im here for you...Zyrus...
She called me by my name for the first time since we met and I felt a chill run through my body at that moment. She brought her face closer again to take another kiss but this time I also responded and almost naturally we began to play with our tongues and caressed our bodies. Then she started to unzip my jacket and slide her hand under my shirt.
"What soft hands she has"
Little by little she began to undress me, taking off my shirt, my boots and unbuttoning my pants then while she kissed my neck, she began to slowly go down my chest to my crotch where she gently caressed my part on top of my underwear which began to get hard with her petting.
-Celes: I heard that men like to do this to them.
-Zyrus: W-What are you going to do?
She slowly slipped my underwear off exposing my hard cock in front of her, I felt embarrassed but very excited at the same time, I was really surprised that Celes was capable of doing this kind of thing.
-Celes: It makes me happy to see him like this... sometimes I thought that you weren't attracted to me as a woman because of my unfeminine body.
-Zyrus: D-Don't say that...I always found you a very attractive woman.
-Celes: I'm glad to hear it Zyrus.
She grabbed my cock with her bare hands and slowly began to lick the tip of it and slowly began to get it into her mouth and began to use her tongue as she moved her head up and down, the moist warmth of her mouth and tongue encircling my cock left the rest of my body too tense to do anything. When I felt it I could only moan with pleasure despite her clumsy movements I felt very good.
-Zyrus: Gooaaahh...Ce-Celes...how incredible this feels...
She kept concentrating on my crotch slightly increasing the speed of her movements, it was the first time I had been given a blowjob and it was an incredible sensation that ran through my whole body and after about 30 seconds little by little I felt like I was exploding.
-Zyrus: Aaauuhhhh...Ce-Celes...I...I'm coming!
I grabbed the bed sheets tightly while I felt my sperm release from my cock into Celes's mouth and I let out another pleasant moan, I could feel her mouth fill with my white liquid and she kept my cock in her mouth the whole time.
-Zyrus: (gasping) That...That was amazing...
She raised her head leaving my cock out of her mouth and putting her hand in her mouth and I saw how she began to swallow my sperm, I couldn't believe what had happened, that woman with a proud attitude and an air of nobility had just made me my first blowjob.
-Zyrus: I..I didn't know you knew how to do something like that.
-Celes: Actually, when you asked me to accompany you to your world, I thought of a way to thank you once we arrived, so I learned a how to make a man happy, I hope you don't think of me as a perverted woman for that.
-Zyrus: Don't worry, it's just that I'm surprised that you took the initiative.
-Celes: Well, I wanted to wait until we got there but I thought this would be a better time to do it.
As she finished wiping her mouth I felt that she stared at me as if she was waiting for something and then I felt an impulse inside me that pushed me towards her and began removing the black cloth from her body, exposing her moderately large breasts and her already wet crotch. At this point we were both completely naked on the bed and now I was the one who pushed her on the bed while she lifted her legs exposing her wet pussy.
-Zyrus: Now it's my turn to return the favor.
I began to caress her pussy with my fingers while I leaned over her and licked and suck her nipples, she made beautiful moans of pleasure which little by little made my cock hard again.
-Celes: Aaaahhh!...Zy-Zyrus!
While I was playing with her nipples, I began to introduce a finger inside her pussy and I felt how her body reacted to my finger.
-Celes: Gooouuuhh!...your finger...is...is inside...
I left her breasts and now focused on pleasing her pussy with my finger, then I introduced more fingers until I had three of them inside. I saw my left hand was full of her fluids and she kept moaning with pleasure seeing how her eyes were lost and drool from her mouth.
-Zyrus: To say that you are not a perverted woman, you make some very perverted moans.
In her state she could only look at me and gasp so I decided to finish what I started and brought my face closer to her pussy and resting my arms on her legs and started licking her wet pussy, it was the first time I did this but I had seen enough material to know how to do it.
"Her pussy is pink and soft, I had forgotten that she was a virgin"
-Celes: Ooooh! Zyrus! Zyrus!...more...faster!
I began to put my tongue inside her and lick every part of the inside of her pussy that my tongue allowed me faster and faster, she continued to moan and shudder more and more.
-Celes: Ggggguuuhhhh! I...I cum, Zy-Zyrus is going to make me cum!
After about 40 to 50 seconds I finally managed to make Celes cum letting out a big moan and a huge amount of her pussy juices all over my face which made me stop and lift my face to wipe the juices away and let Celes catching her breath back.
-Zyrus: I-Incredible...I didn't think I was able to do it.
I was impressed by everything she had let out and being the first time doing something like that I felt some kind of pride about myself then she looked at me still panting but smiled at me showing me how happy she was.
-Celes: (Gasping) Zyrus...I think I'm ready...
-Zyrus: Ready? Ready for what?
I asked something confused but she limited herself to just smiled at me and spread her legs, letting me know what she meant.
-Zyrus: Huh!? W-Wait, are you sure?
-Celes: Before I met you, I had never felt this way before and if I'm going to give someone my virginity, I will be happy that it is you, to whom I give it, Zyrus..
-Zyrus: Celes...okay, in that case we'll take each other's virginity.
She happily accepted so I approached her taking my cock and I rubbed it between her pussy, my body felt nervous from what I was about to do, I never thought that in my life I would get to have my first time like this.
-Zyrus: Celes...here I go.
She nodded looking at me with a smile in the same way that a lover would and so I slowly began to put my cock inside her.
-Celes: Guuuhhh...don't stop...
I kept pushing inside while I saw the pain on Celes's face when she was penetrated for the first time, little by little my cock began to enter until I finally managed to insert it all at the same time that the blood from her pussy trickled down to the sheets. .
-Celes: Gaaaahhh! it's... it's inside...
-Zyrus: Uuuaahhh, are you...are you alright? does it hurt?
-Celes: J-Just a little bit, b-but now at last...we are one.
I could feel the inside of her, it was warm and tight as if it wrapped around my whole cock and pulled me inside, it was a wonderful sensation that I never thought I would feel something like that in my life and now I was having sex with Celes.
-Zyrus: I'll start moving.
She nodded as I lay on top of her and rested my head on her forehead looking into her eyes and slowly began to move my hips from front to back followed by slight moans from both of us.
-Celes: Ooouuhhhh...I can feel it, your cock inside me moving.
-Zyrus: Aahhh Celes, it feels so good inside you.
-Celes: Oooouuhhh! Y-You can go...faster...if you can Zyrus.
As she told me, I began to increase the speed of my hips, she hugged me while the intensity of our movements increased as well as our moans, although hers were even stronger, the more the movements increased, the greater the pleasure we felt.
"Shit, this feels better than I thought, I never imagined that sex would feel so amazing"
The way our sweaty bodies rubbed against each other was very erotic and pleasurable, and Celes' constant moans in my ear only made it better.
-Celes: Uuuggaahhh! If you continue like this, I feel like I might lose my mind!
-Zyrus: Oooohhhh! I can't stop, I don't want to, it feels too good to do it!
We complemented the pleasure of sex with passionate kisses, I felt that my body was moving by itself and I no longer had control over it and each time the speed at which I fucked her increased, I didn't know how much time had passed but I was almost at the point of breaking.
-Zyrus: Gaahh! Celes, I'm...I'm already...about to cum!
-Celes: Aaauugghhh! It's ok...you...you decide where to cum...I'll be happy with what you decide!
"Me deciding where to cum? Does that mean she doesn't care if I cum inside and she gets pregnant?"
Clearly I didn't intend to be a father yet, so despite my desire to enjoy until the end, I fought against my instincts and before it was too late I took my cock out of her pussy and immediately afterwards I came, releasing my entire second load on her body. covering her breasts, belly and some of her face and both letting out a last moan of pleasure.
-Zyrus: Whoaagghh!
-Celes: Aaauuuhhh!
After finishing I fell back on the bed and we both gasped trying to catch our breath after that pleasant and exciting moment we spent together.
-Zyrus: (gasping) I...I'm sorry...
-Celes: (gasping) It's... It's fine... I also cum after you took it out.
After resting for a while, I helped Celes clean the sperm that was left on her body and then we lay on the bed with her head resting on my chest.
-Zyrus: Since when have you had this feeling for me?
-Celes: At the beginning it was a feeling of respect and admiration but as we traveled that feeling evolved.
As I listened to Celes, I looked the night in the window from the bed while I stroked her head.
-Celes: I knew of your intention not to fall in love until you returned to your world, that's why I kept this feeling, at least until now.
-Zyrus: I see, I thank you very much Celes, it must have been difficult for you after everything that happened.
-Celes: Well, as a Knight, we were taught to control our emotions so not much really.
We giggled slightly after that and we enjoy the moment together in bed a bit more, finally exhaustion caught up with us and we fell asleep.
"Celes, thank you, thanks to that love you gave me, I finally feel my mind clear, I can see the road before me once again"
The next morning I woke up in the same room, the dawn lights had reflected on my face and I realized that Celes was still asleep giving me to understand that what happened last night was real, so I took advantage of the moment to get up and putting on my underwear and pants then I walk to the window.
-Zyrus: It's a beautiful day, it seems as if yesterday's tragedies never happened.
While observing the landscape outside the window I felt a hand caressing my bare back, I turned to see what it was Celes who was wearing my shirt.
-Celes: Good morning, My Lord.
-Zyrus: I see that you call me like that again.
-Celes: Of course, my request was only for the night, today I must resume my duties as your Knight.
I passed my right hand around her waist to bring her closer to my body and continue looking at the exterior of the mansion through the window.
-Zyrus: I made a decision.
-Celes: I see, so what did you decide?
-Zyrus: I still want to go back to my world, but after what I learned about my Blessing in Galma, I feel like I can do more for this world.
She looked at me with very curious eyes while I kept my gaze fixed outside.
-Zyrus: This world...is wrong, ordinary people shouldn't live in fear but there are those who want to take advantage of that fear for their own good.
-Celes: My Lord, I perfectly understand what you are saying, but what exactly do you plan to do?
-Zyrus: I am going to change this world, in my own way, not by force, but by example.
-Celes: I understand, in that case allow your faithful Celes to help you, what is our destiny, My Lord?
-Zyrus: The Kingdom of Rusta, there I will start my revolution.
After plotting our new goal we prepared for the new journey and then we were called by Damian to have breakfast with him, we were guided by one of the maids to the room where he was already sitting.
-Damian: My friends, I hope you had a good night.
I could feel the sarcastic tone of greeting from him assuming he found out what we did last night.
-Zyrus: Yes, it was a relaxing night.
-Damian: Excellent, I must admit that everything that has happened these last few weeks has been very eventful.
The maids began to serve breakfast as we took seats at the long wooden table.
-Damian: Just a few days ago I received the announcement of my father's trial and now the attack of the demon and the destruction of Galma.
-Zyrus: Any news about the east gate?
-Damian: Only that it will be unused for several months, sorry, I understand that you were going to Gainsworth.
-Zyrus: That's right, but I decided to change my plans, now I'm going to Rusta.
The clarification of my new destination shocked Damian and the servants who were in the room, it was not surprising knowing the current state of that place.
-Damian: R-Rusta? And what business takes you to that forgotten land?
-Zyrus: Let's say there's something I need to check before going to Gainsworth and since it's going to be a long journey, I was thinking of using that favor you told me about.
We explained our situation to Damian, about how we lost our wagon and with most of our resources, he seemed to understand clearly and after finishing the explanation, he nodded.
-Damian: I see, well, it was me who said I owed you a favor so I'll keep my word, I'll order a new wagon to be prepared and loaded with resources for the journey.
It was very helpful after all that a noble owed me a favor, this will certainly make this new journey easier.
-Damian: But first, I must explain something to you.
-Zyrus: Tell me, what's wrong?
-Damian: Tevell does not have a border gate with Rusta since his king seized a large part of his lands to Gesian and because of this, Tevell and Gesian's relationship has been somewhat "tense" so the northern border gate remains closed by royal order.
-Celes: That certainly is a big setback on our journey.
-Damian: If you wish to reach Rusta, your only path would be to take the northeast border gate across Drolum.
"So we'll have to go through Drolum anyway."
-Damian: Then you can stock up in the Trade City of Tenevía and then take the road to the west, towards the border of Drolum with Gesian, from there continue until the lands of Rusta.
-Zyrus: It will be a longer journey than I thought but if it is the only path then there is no other option but to take it.
-Damian: I don't know what you plan to do in those forgotten lands but I feel that it will be something big, I will be waiting to know more about you in the future my friend.
After we finished breakfast and once our new wagon was ready we said goodbye and thanked Damian for his help and finally set off towards our new destination. My desire to change this world was born from living through all the horrible experiences that cost good people their lives because of greedy and power-hungry people, and I was going to change that.
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