Kapitel 85: Chapter 85 CHAPTER

Maybe I wouldn't do it. I miss my mom more than anything in the entire world, I love the idea of being a mom like her. But it's Tamara's choice and I know I shouldn't be involved but it feels like I am. Elijah will loose yet another thing in his life, and this time.. it would be without knowing it. That's where my anger stems from.

I had too much on my plate, too much drama around me, me being stuck in the middle of it all and I hate it. The Kaden thing, The Tamara thing, The Melonie thing,

mine and Kol's relationship. Everything is jumbled! Guilt over my parents death, my recovering relationship with Elijah, and my brother Ace. Not to mention, I'm almost

positive Kol is keeping something from me, something big. I saw it in his eyes earlier today, and everytime to go to hear his thoughts, he has a wall up, he never

had a wall up before, ever. I was picking up the pieces for everything around me, but who was picking up my pieces?