Kapitel 33: Roses are withering
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"Sing me the song, I want to sleep...
I want to sleep, never wake up again"...
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"CHARLIE P.O.V"....
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"It is her" My heart whispered to me, as I could feel my heartbeat, it got faster and faster by the minute.
I could not stop it, neither could my legs, as I could feel it slowly moving closer to confirm if this was actually true, if this was real, if I had not completely lost my mind now.
My heart kept on racing, I could feel it trying to tear off from my chest, but I wasn't going to let it happen, not until I have actually confirmed, not until I have actually seen her
My mind whispered, as I kept on moving closer.
The more I moved closer, the more I could clearly see her green eyes, as it kept on staring lifelessly at the locker...
"She was lost" My mind mocks me yet again, as I could feel pain and regret flushing through my soul, over and over again.
"I caused this" I mumbled to myself, as I could feel tears swelling up my damn eyes yet again, but now, I just couldn't stop it...
I am the one who let this happen...
God!, why did I ever kissed her....
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"IVY P.O.V"...
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My eyes glued, it kept on staring at my lifeless books, as I kept on trying my best, as I kept on fighting the urge to just break down completely...
"It was for her own good, why wouldn't she fucking listen to me" I whispered, slamming my already bandaged hand to the locker, only to regret it the second after, as all I did was cause it to bleed, once again...
"No!" I mumbled, as I could feel tears slowly gathering up to my eyes, but I won't let anymore tears spill, not anymore...
I could feel my other hand lifting up as I immediately tried wiping it away...
"Not a single drop would spill, not anymore" I mumble to myself, as I slowly closed my locker shut, letting all the darkness invade my books, just like my damn broken heart...
"I'll avoid him with all I can, I can't be with him, not anymore" I whispered to my broken self, as the mere thought of leaving him gave me goosebumps, but no, to love him means I'd die...
I'd lose it all...My fear ate me up, as I could feel his words hunting me again, as it came flushing through my mind...
"Stay away from that damn fool and your aunt would live, But be with him?... I think you already know what would happen next"....
His words echoed deeply into my soul, his words kept on making me run mad, it kept on hunting my soul....
"No, I can never fall in love" I concluded, reassuring myself, as I let out a deep breath, my eyes drifting back to my bloody hand once again...
I need to take care of this...My mind tells me, as I could feel my legs slowly moving away from the locker, my shaky eyes finally looking up, as it met....His?....
My heart was sinking, I could feel it, as his light ocean eyes kept on staring deeply into mine, it kept on staring deeply into my entire soul, I was in trouble....
He was standing right in front of me, I was running out of oxygen...
His head was bandage and I knew it was that lunatic doings, as I felt bitter tears slowly clouding up my eyes, but I dare not spill any, not a single drop...
I can't breath, he was here, my fear has came true...
How many did he hear?, I was losing it.
All this breaking thoughts kept on clouding my head over and over again, but my lips dare not say anything, as I could feel my legs slowly backing away, slowly moving back, as it immediately turned around the opposite direction to leave...
To flee from him, from my cursed feelings, from everything...
My legs quickly back away, as it quickly turned around to run, but he?, he immediately caught up with me, as I could feel my hands, it was pulled back by him.
He pulled me back to the locker, he blocked all the exit to run, my shaky eyes slowly lifting up, it finally met his, yet again....
"Why are you..you...run.. running" He stammered, his voice spelling pure agony, but all I could do was look away.
I caused this, he was broken, but yet again I was one who was shattered...
My eyes drifted down, it kept on staring at his shaky hands, he was hurt, but still he came all the way here for me, but I?, I was going to ruthlessly crush him, break his heart into a million pieces.
I was going to make him bleed, I was going to kill him...
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