Kapitel 87: Hospital

Ariana pov

I was looking to moon from my window...it's been my usual work to watch moon because I can't get sleep after the day he proposed me... like finally finally everything is going to it place but again it have to ruin..

Why god ..why god...if you can't give me happiness then please please don't give me stress...

it's been a month since he proposed me....

Though he behave normal and don't discuss this topic but I see how he look up to me with all the hope but everytime I break it..

Sometimes for once I want to give try to this relationship but one thing scare me to core..

what if I never love him .. what if I gave him same wound what bunny gave to me.. what if I gave him trust issue for love...

No... I can't do this.. if I couldn't give him any happiness then I won't give him any pain.. I hope I just come out of this...