Kapitel 49: I wanted to meet you

I have arrived back to home.

Serene apartment, alone by myself. I can now stay as I please without any care. There is no one who will demand sensual requests. For the first time after signing the contract, I get to return late at night, buy something to have as dinner, and sleep peacefully.

"I should take a bath" Beneath a sigh, I step inside the bathroom. Howbeit, the scenes of the sex I enjoyed with Zander flash before my eyes. Causing me to freeze at the place. What is going on with my mind?! I shouldn't be seeing such things! I must be going insane!

Relax, Verena. Soothe your mind. Inhaling deeply, I shut my eyes. The scenes disappear in the end. Finally. I continue my night routine and decide to sleep right away. "Fuck" No matter how much I force myself to fall asleep, I cannot shift to the dreamland. I can't sleep.