Kapitel 55: Chapter 18 - Malia (1)

I can't stop thinking about the kiss that blew my mind.

I daydream about it, I have wet dreams about it. And when I see him, all I can think about is climbing him like a tree and doing it all over again.

It feels so good what I did. I'm usually not the kind of person who's bold enough to make the first move. I need to be pushed. So when I went for it, I felt like a different person. I don't know what it is but there's something about Giovanni that makes me feel…fearless or whatever. It's not all the time, but he makes me want to be more…me.

Just like that night I caught my ex cheating on me. If I was alone, I probably would've just left, texted Bryce we're over and let Lucy know I know she's been sneaking behind my back, and then end our friendship quietly. But because Giovanni was there with me, his presence gave me the strength to do it.