Kapitel 19: Chapter 19

Only I can change my life. No one can do it for me.
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Ever since I was little I was taught to put on "The Mask". It helps hide what I'm feeling inside of me. 


It was time to change some things about me, like my hair. I was gonna change it to red ginger hair. I guess I needed that change after all.


I was in the hair salon when a woman with a newspaper started blabbing about some girls that were found dead. Hair salon is always a place for gossips. 


She went on and on and when she mentioned a mark on their neck, my heart stopped beating for a second. Immediately, my hand went straight to my neck where I had a mark. 


" What did you just say?"


"Wait you haven't heard the news? Omg! It's everywhere my dear. Some girls were found dead at an unknown location. It's weird though cause they think they were assaulted and raped before they were killed"a woman from the hair salon said to me.


" How did you hear all this stuff, "I asked her but obviously she hasn't seen the mark on my kneck yet. I was scared she will start throwing more questions at me.


"It's pretty obvious". She said as she flip to the next page of her news paper 


"I don't understand you"


"I read my newspaper," she said with her arms crossed. For some reasons, I was being suspicious. "Are you okay?" She asked again looking so worried.


"No, I'm perfectly fine," I said with a fake smile.


"Why do I keep having a feeling you're lying?"


"I'm not lying," I said frankly putting on my mask.


"Alright, I guess I might have seen things the wrong way," she said while she continues reading her newspaper.


I got my hair done and a nice haircut. I went to 
The Drunken Clam club to drink before going to my dorm. 


I was taking my second bottle of liquor before a guy walked up to me.


"Hello pretty," he said.


I noticed his smile and his sparkling teeth. He had one of the cutest smiles with a blue ocean eyes. I also smiled at him as I noticed his blue shirt that hugged his sexy body perfectly. He has a well-sculptured body that made me drool all over him.


A beautiful face. Well defined, with a sharp jaw and angular cheekbones. The complexion of his skin going well with his oceans like eyes.


"Hey!" I said.


"I'm Kyle and what's your name?"


"I'm Claire " I lied.


"Nice name pretty"


He looked down for a moment, pouring himself a drink and bringing the alcohol to his lips.


"Thanks"


"You don't mind joining me at my friend's table, maybe I could introduce you to them"


I gave it a second thought, I had a bad feeling it was a bad idea but yet I still went.


He took me to his friends who were busy talking shit with each other, laughing like some idiot.


Then familiar eyes met mine and my smile turned to a frown. 


"This is Claire," he said as he started introducing them to me."Claire meet my friend, Henry"


"Nice meeting you Claire," Henry said while he moved my hands to his lips and kissed it.


"This is Newton" Kyle said while Newton smiled at me.


"Finally meet my friend Bradley," Kyle said as Bradley eyed me up and down before saying Hi to me with a fake smile.


I wasn't comfortable with it even Kyle could notice the tension between Bradley and I. But I pretend I don't know him.


Then Kyle and I started having some a little conversation 


I could feel Bradley eyes on me, so I asked Kyle for a dance. We joined the rest on the dancing floor and started dancing. He grabbed my waist and I rest my arms on his neck.


The dance went smoothly and then his eyes were fixed on my lips. He moved his face closely and our face was one inch apart. Just as we were about to kiss Bradley pulled me away from Kyle possessively.


"What the fuck!" Kyle spat out." so you guys knew each other?".


"No I don't know him, he must probably think I'm someone else".


Kyle looks confused as Bradley but I acted like I don't know what's going on. 


" I think I need to go now, "I said as I was about to leave before I got interrupted by Kyle.


" Can I give you a ride home?".Kyle asked.


An idea popped into my head when I walked up close to him and whispered some nasty things into his ear. His face was as red as a tomato. I guess he likes my idea.


He took me into his car and we dropped at his apartment. He had a very nice apartment I sat on his couch as he decided to offer me a cup of water. 


I took off my black tight gown and then I was left with my pant and bra. When Kyle came back to give me a cup of water, he was amazed at what he saw. 


The next thing I knew, he had slammed his lips to mine and nearly knocked all wind from my lungs. I hardly had a moment to react before he pressed his tongue to the seam of my lips and, at my grant of access, delved inside my mouth. It was a very sloppy kiss with the strong scent of old wine being exchanged in the intermingling of our billowing breaths. 


My arms reached up and tangled around his thick, strong neck. In an instant I had pulled away and arched up into his broad chest, moaning in the contact of body heat against my own, before I drew back into his lips. I could nearly feel the slight burn of the wine as it rolled off my tongue and seeped down my throat with every push of his tongue against mine.


He took me to his bed where the real deal was gonna take place. He ordered me to pull off my panty and bra I did as I was told. Then he went to his drawer and brought out his handcuff. He told me to calm down like as if he could read my mind.


He told me to lie on my back while he was stripping out of his clothes. I had a feeling that I didn't make a wrong choice in coming to his place.


He handcuffs my hands and chained it to his bed. He spread my legs opened and he started placing kisses on my stomach down to my clit. He started sucking on my clit as he slides one finger into me. I moaned out angel names and that made him stop.


"What the fuck!" he said angrily.


" I'm sorry " I didn't even know why I mentioned his name.


" if you fucking know you were still in love with this guy, then why are you on my bed" he was really angry. 


"I'm sorry"


"Just shut up and get the hell out of my room".


I was really ashamed of myself I dressed up and took all my belongings and left his apartment. It was already late and I was scared.


I ordered for Uber and I waited for it. I was getting scared thinking what happened the order night will happen again. 


I saw a man walking towards my direction and I got more scared. He was holding a gun in his hands he looks like someone that is about to murder someone and that person is me. I was shivering already hot sweat was coming out of my body. Then he was getting more closer before I heard the hon of a car. And then I realize I was only imagining things. I hop into the car and it drove off.