Kapitel 71: 71. Everything Is So Clear

"I remember everything when we were on the hill, when you kissed me, suddenly everything was clear in my mind. However, I honestly admit, at that time I couldn't really think about anything because of the adrenaline that was racing. When you rejected me--"

"I'm sorry, baby, I'm sorry. That's because I was too afraid that you would be traumatized again. What I did to you before was not something good, in fact it was very evil and barbaric. Guilt gnaws at my heart every time when I see you lying weakly on bed because of illness afterwards. Then you went and disappeared, making my world shattered."

Javin reached out and hugged Forth's neck tightly. He felt his shoulders wet. Forth was crying. Javin cupped Forth's face with both hands and kissed his wet eyes. Forth's tears were salty and cold.