Alwin eyed Dimo like he wanted to dissect him and learn about everything he was hiding in that little body of his.
The way he gazed at Dimo, it was as if he was no longer human but a test subject in his lab. His inner obsessed magician who only stayed in his lab was showing.
No wonder Ferdinand and his other elders worried about him and sent him out on missions and errands to make him go out.
And yet, Alwin thought of those as tests that they were giving him so he took things over the top in thoughts of proving that that he was very much capable now.
He had no idea or already had, that they already thought he was talented and determined, but he still thought that he had not proven himself enough yet.
Alwin was truly too hard on himself even when everyone already believed in him.