Kapitel 40: Thirty Nine: Namjoon

It has been weeks since she'd been admitted, yet to wake. Everyday gets a little more anxious. Fearing the worst. Would she eventually arose from this deep slumber or would this coma digest her whole? If she's to arise, would she even remember me? Doctor Hanks keeps informing me that I should stay positive. Weeks ago I took all of her belongings home with me. Looked up her brother's number, gave him a call and informed him about her accident. Even though, both she and I, can afford to pay the hospital bills up to date, her brother insisted to take care of it. He sounds like a great man, even her sister has a pleasant tone to her voice. Sam's dad and I, still don't see eye to eye and I don't think that we would ever (and that's just fine with me). The amount of blood that has stained his hands over these past years, will never fully cleanse. Even if he turn over a clean sleeve, which it seems like he's actually trying to do, I will never be able to forgive him for what he'd done. How can I even begin to forgive and forget? So much heartache had enveloped us as a nation. We might not have all been related, but that's beyond the point. It has nothing to do with the price of eggs! The nurses gives her healthy fluids, three times a day, to ensure that the baby feeds and growth into a healthy weight. I've learnt that our baby is a boy.