Kapitel 28: CHAPTER 28: TRAUMA
WARNING : IT CONTAINS SOME DISTURBING CONTENT PLS DON'T READ IT IF YOU ARE SENSITIVE
It was sunday , simran got up late and she decided to visit the psychiatrist, because she broke the rule of her dad though her dad didn't know about it but she didn't want to cheat him
Simran came downstairs after taking shower , she wore a simple kurti and a straight pant
Her dad and brother were sitting in study room, discussing about their projects
"Good morning dad,good morning bhaiya ", simran greeted them
" good morning" , both replied to her
simran," did you have your breakfast", her dad asked her
"No dad, I want to tell you something" , simran replied
"pehle breakfast karlo baad mai baat karenge", her dad replied
" dad I broke your rule" , simran replied by looking down , she was scared and guilty
her dad smiled and said - "I know, but it's ok, you told me the truth maine tumhe maaf kiya"
She immediately looked at him and went towards him, " aapko pata tha? tho aapne mujhe daanta kyu nahi? "
"kyu ki mujhe pata tha, you will confess it, I know my gudiya is very honest and will never hide things from her dad" , her dad replied proudly
Simran felt more guilty because she was hiding about her anxiety attack
"dad I am sorry", simran said and hugged her dad, her dad patted her head
" dad I got an anxiety attack I didn't tell you " simran confessed while hugging her dad
her dad immediately freed her from hug and looked at angrily
" what? when did this happen, Mamta mamta" her dad shouted angrily
simran 's mom came
"ye sab kya ho raha hai mamta, tumne mujhe bola kyu nahi ki isko anxiety attack aaya tha phir se, Tumne mujhe bataana zaruri nahi samjha?" her dad shouted angrily
simran 's mother Was clueless about it
"simran tujhe kab anxiety attack aaya tha? " her mom asked her by taking her aside
"mom wo uss raat when we went to watch the movie" , simran replied by looking down
"why didn't you tell me" , her mom shouted on her
simran got scared and stepped back
simran went towards her dad and told him everything
her dad and brother were furious about it and scolded her for her negligence
"aaj kal baatein chupane lagi hai simi Tu, atleast mujhe tho bata sakti thi" , her brother questioned
her dad remained quiet for sometimes
"Dad I am sorry, I am really sorry mai aapko pareshaan nahi karna chahti thi dad, pls dad mujhse gussa mat hona dad" , she hugged her dad again
"we need to visit psychiatrist right now" , her dad replied and asked her to eat something and get ready
simran nodded her head and went to have breakfast
simran 's mom didn't scold her anymore because she knew she is sensitive and might get affected, she fed her breakfast
Simran , Simran 's dad and her brother went to visit the psychiatrist
Simran was really scared, her dad asked her to calm down
after few minutes they reached the psychiatrist
The psychiatrist was close friend of Simran 's dad, so they directly entered in his cabin without any appointment
Simran's dad and psychiatrist Vineet hugged each other
Good afternoon uncle, Simran greeted him
Dr vineet smiled and greeted her back
The treatment started after few minutes
Dr vineet asked her to close her eyes, and lay her head on the seat of the chair
Dr vineet asked her few questions
What's your full name ?
I am Simran sharma
Who is your favourite person in your house?
my dad, mom and brother
Do you miss someone ?
yes my grandma and grandpa
bachpan ki konsi memory hai jo tumhe dara deti hai?
she didn't reply, so the doctor put a cross mark on the paper and continued to question her
Do you hate someone?
she didn't reply, she closed her eyes tightly
Koyi aisa hai jo tumhe lagta hai wo tumhe phir se hurt karne ki koshish karega?
Simran started shivering, she held the chair's handle tightly
She started panicking , her whole body starting shivering
she got the flash backs of that incident of her childhood
flashback
Simran in a dark room she was running near the door which was closed, she kept knocking the door, someone held her from her waist and pushed her towards him, she kept shouting loudly, he kept his hand on her mouth, she started jumping in protest, that guy pushed her towards the wall and slapped her hard, and went close to her, his body crushing her soft delicate skin,he went close her lips,she tried to push him but she couldn't, she kept moving her head , he tried to touch her boob with a smirk and he pinched her making her cry in pain , she cried badly, she tried to push him again after a lot of attempts she was successful in pushing him and she ran towards the door and started banging the door, that guy ran towards and tore her cloths, she was wearing a school uniform which was a skirt and shirt, he tore her shirt from the shoulders, her bra strap was visible , he started laughing at her, she immediately turned to hide it from him , she cried loudly he again came towards her with a smirk on his face, she moved back and ran to other side and he ran towards her
pls mujhe jaane do, she shouted
wo karo jo filmo mai karte phir jaane duga that guy replied and ran towards
help pls help , she cried loudly
she kept running her legs got hurt by the nail which was on ground, it was bleeding and she fell down on the ground
That guy was her classmate, he was trying to molest her,after seeing her falling down helplessly he laughed at her and ran towards her, he sat down and went close to her, Simran tried to move back , he held her waist and pushed her towards him, she tried to shout again but he slapped her hard, he moved close to her lips he took her hand and kept it on his dick,she was shocked she tried to take her hand away from his grip,he smirked looking at her and held her hand more tightly pushing towards her dick, she cried badly,and asked him to leave her,after lot of attempts she was successful in freeing her hand from his grip, and she pushed him hard he fell down,she cried loudly and someone came and opened the door, Simran ran towards the door
It was her dad who got worried that she didn't reach home it was already 8:30 , the school end at 4pm , he came to search for her and was shocked to see her in this condition, she was bleeding from so many places, her hand, her back of the shirt was torn, she had scratches on her neck and face, her whole body was shivering
Her dad hugged her immediately, she cried loudly after hugging him and fell unconscious, her dad look at the boy who did this to his daughter, he was trying to escape but got caught by Simran 's brother, Simran 's brother hit him badly, he continuously slapped the guy, that guy fell, Simran 's brother found a rod and was about to hit him but his dad stopped him, they called police and their arrested him, Simran was taken to hospital
After that incident Simran's outside injuries were cured but her internal injuries and her mind remained disturbed, doctors suggested them to take care of her very delicately otherwise she might completely lose herself
flashback ends...
Simran 's whole body started shivering after those questions by doctor, she kept murmuring " mujhe mat maaro pls" she kept moving her head as if she was stopping someone from getting close to her
The doctor immediately stopped the questioning session and asked the nurse to bring the injection, they gave her some injection which made her unconscious for some time
Dr Vineet called her dad and brother inside the cabin
Dr Vineet - I adviced you to visit me every month
Dad - lekin vineet wo theek ho gayi tho humne socha
Dr Vineet - yaar doctor mai hoon ya Tu hai? she is not mentally stable , sorry I didn't want to say this but this is the truth, she needs to visit me every month so that I can monitor her properly, maine pehle bhi bola tha ki jaise jaise wo badi hogi her trauma will increase because she will meet new people , she will interact with strangers, child abuse is something which destroys the child 's peace completely which can only be cured with immense love and care
Simran 's dad and brother were almost in tears
Dad - iska koyi treatment tho hoga na I mean ye kab tak aise
Dr Vineet - iska ek hi treatment hai
Dad - kya?
Dr Vineet - agar wo ladka aur Simran face to face aaye tab
Simran's dad interrupted him
Dad - ye kya bakwas kar rahe ho tum
Dr vineet ignored him and continued to speak
Dr Vineet - aur wo apna saara gussa uspe nikaalegi her trauma will be cured to some extent
Dad - mai apni bacchi ko uske saamne kabhi aane nahi duga, uss darinde ko jo saza milni thi mil chuki hai
Simran 's brother - lekin dad Agar aisa karne se Simran theek ho sakti hai tho
Dad - suna nahi maine kya kahaan?
Veer - sorry dad
meanwhile Simran got consciousness and she was brought to Dr vineet's cabin
Dr Vineet prescribed some medicines , and had some friendly talks with Simran
Dr vineet- ab se harr month tumhe idhar check up ke liya aana hoga aaogi na beta?
Simran - ji doctor uncle ab se dad ko gussa nhi dilaana hai
Dr Vineet - very good bahut pyaari bacchi hai
After sometime they were asked to leave
Simran, her dad and her brother sat in the car, driver was driving the car
Simran sat beside her dad, she slowly fell asleep
Simran 's dad and her brother were still thinking about Dr vineet 's words, they were very disturbed
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