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I opened my eyes. I didn't get to sleep the entire night. No matter how I tried, my heart kept beating fast, making me feel the anxiety growing inside me. I kept thinking about his message. Somehow I know he will reject me for sure or why would he even avoid me for so freaking days? I know this is going to happen.

"Ayla, why are you rolling so much?" Yona is still asleep.

"Oh sorry, I don't feel sleepy. You sleep. I will go to the living room", I said and patted her head so that it wouldn't disturb her sleep.

I walked downstairs and went straight to the kitchen. I'm craving sweets. My mouth is getting watery even though I'm not hungry.

"Where is chocolate?" I thought and started searching on the shelf.