Kapitel 182: 3.60
[WARNING: Sexual Assault, violence, emotional abuse and attempted murder]
"System?" I internally asked, feeling the area around me dry and soft. My eyes were too weak to open.
"I have good news and bad news, Host."
"Spit it out," I grumbled, trying to focus all my strength just to open my heavy eyelids.
"You've successfully purged all of that poison, but now you've been poisoned with something new whilst we were unconscious."
"For fucks sake, poison, they want to kill me," I scoffed.
"Well, yes and no, the first would have killed you without me," it quipped, "the later poison is for something else entirely..."
As a wave of pleasure hit the pit of my stomach, I caught onto its insinuation.
Cold hands gripped my chin, tilting my head to face whoever was touching me.
"Awake now?" Xiaver hummed.
A heavy weight shifted the bed beside me.
My eyelids finally fluttered to open.
AUTORENGEDANKEN 
Raychbunni
Raychbunni What a wonderful bombshell to end with...
Are you getting a better sense of our 'villain', Lex?
A serious case of inferiority complex that's followed him well over two millennia.
This yandere obsession is not what most stories romanticize it to be. He has never loved Luna. He only loves himself. He is too lost in his madness to understand this. He thinks he loves her. That she should love him back... we'll get more into this as we go on.
This chapter sucked so fucking hard to write. I could have taken it easier or skimmed through it, but then you wouldn't form an understanding or attachment to our sweet Luna and her psyche.
If you don't know already, my Finding Series is based on main characters who are all immortals in the same universe. All of which have their own set of trauma to endure and overcome. The stories center on trauma-based mental illness. The stories will end once the main character successfully overcomes it.
It's my dream to be able to write something that helps someone understand and/or overcome it themselves. I'm training to be a therapist and have overcome my own (though in all honesty, struggle still). I started writing this as my own personal stupid way of therapy. I've not got my PHD yet, so I cannot say I'm perfect, even if I manage to get my doctorate, this is all murky waters. But I'm more than willing to keep exploring it.
That is one of the biggest reasons reader input is important to me, especially the more critical you are. So please don't be shy.
In my discord group, we have a #therapytalk and the guys there are all amazing and kind, plus discord is private. So don't be shy if you wanna chat about things, just head on in.
https://discord.gg/6p2xf5qG
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