Kapitel 145: A conundrum
I think I slept well. I was abducted in my sleep though. Taken to another imaginary plane to meet a dude who looks eerily similar to Samantha. He warned me that I am being targeted.
I shooed him away and went to sleep. When I opened my eyes, I was trapped. And the situation is like this.
I have checked the situation. Hazel, Eden and Fay are sleeping on top of me. This bed is small. I used to sleep on the floor when it was just us 4 here. But now, they are sleeping on top of me.
But I can't move. My arms are dead. What should I do? It has been a while since this happened. But I don't think too much of it. I look at the clock. It's not even 6 in the morning.
I go back to sleep. I wanted to sleep in anyway.
When I was waking up again, I felt my something soft on my lips. Is it that again? Hazel kissed me in my sleep before. I did tell her to not do that again. But this feels a little different from that.
My lips are enveloped in something soft. It's sweet. A mellow sweetness is spreading throughout my mouth. My tongue is being caressed.
Why do I always get the tongue? Not that I dislike it. It smells like honey. Sweet tree sap?
But I think I should stop the perpetrator as the one kissing me isn't stopping. I feel like she is getting more and more aggressive. I open my eyes to find blonde hair. This confirms it. Fay is the one kissing me this time.
Fay notices that I have woken up. She stops kissing me and licks her lips. It looks seductive. I am using my everything to keep my blood flow normal. I don't want a tent in my pants.
At least not now. I feel like I am delaying the inevitable. But if I give in now, I will keep indulging myself. But that felt good.
"You are awake?" (Fay)
"You sound disappointed! Should I have kept my eyes closed?"
She looks kinda unsatisfied.
"I know it was bad that I one sidedly kissed you. But once I did, I got hooked on." (Fay)
"The only reason why I don't indulge in bodily pleasures is because, those are just irresistible. If I had crossed the line, I think our relationship dynamics would be very different."
Fay probably understands what I am trying to say. But she makes a devilish face.
"Am I not attractive enough? Or are you not interested in me at all? You don't make a move on Aura or Hazel either." (Fay)
"That's the opposite. I contain my thoughts to myself. Because the things I would do to you all, whether you like it or not, is a different matter. If I had gone with my instincts and done the deed then I would have become a father of 4 at the very least."
I don't know if I am still drowsy or not but what the hell am I saying?
Fay lies on my chest and touches my face.
"So you do see me as a potential partner." (Fay)
"I have. Since the very beginning. But I don't act on my thoughts alone. I consider many things and have decided to restrain myself."
"You don't have to, you know. You can let yourself loose from time to time." (Fay)
"Yeah. But not now. By the way, where is Hazel?"
I try to change the topic.
"She is taking a bath. She said that she missed her days here." (Fay)
"I see. Anyway, let's get out of bed. Where is Aura? Is she with Fiona?"
"She said that she will let us have it this time. But she will probably be here tomorrow night." (Fay)
So this cycle will continue for a while. But I will deal with it when the time comes. Fay gets up and stands by the window. She gazes outside with a distant look.
I feel like I should do something.
I get up and hug her from behind.
"You don't have to feel insecure. I am with you. And I will be with you. Through thick and thin."
She turns towards me. Her eyes are calling for me. She wants me right now. Or maybe I am just aroused to the point where I am having delusions. But this time, I will do it.
I lift her chin and pull her closer. This is the first time I am kissing someone. But I will. I have to. Otherwise I will probably regret it. I tilt my head and lock my lips with hers.
She doesn't hesitate. I went easy on the first go. After letting go, she puts her arms around my shoulder and pulls me towards her.
Another kiss and this time, I went further in and gently pushed my tongue in her mouth. It's sweet. Tastes like honey. Now I know. It tastes like honey.
Maybe I got a bit too into kissing that I had failed to notice it.
She lets go of me and looks down to my nether region.
I have a tent. I forgot to control my blood flow.
"You weren't kidding." (Fay)
Her face is bright red. I hurriedly get my blood flow under control. But she hugs me again. I feel her chest hitting me. She smells good and this is dangerous for me.
"That's it."
Suddenly a loud clap brought me back to my senses. I see Hazel coming towards me.
"Master, it's good that you are enjoying yourself but remember that Eden is still sleeping on the bed." (Hazel)
"I am sorry."
"I am sorry as well. I kinda got too into it." (Fay)
"As long as you understand." (Hazel)
She goes to the bathroom once again.
"If she hadn't stopped me, I would have jumped you, Fay."
"I won't mind if you do." (Fay)
This morning started weirdly. But I would say it was good. Very good. No, just good doesn't even come close to it. That's addictive and dangerous. I have to be extra careful. This is a conundrum to say the least.
AUTORENGEDANKEN 
Gregor_americana
Gregor_americana It took me my everything to write this scene. Never thought that I would do it this early. Loneliness is seriously getting to me. I hope can write a few more scenes like this with other heroines. With the bed exercise of course. For now, no snu snu.
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