Kapitel 18: C18

Dr Angelo

I left without saying a single word to all of them but his eyes didn't leave my mind. As if he was in front of me all the time.

I struggled to find out what I should do with Bella. Helen didn't contact me at all and I was lucky because finally, she understood that I won't give her any chance to be next to me. Maybe she got afraid or something because I was talking with her husband in private. Maybe she thought I would tell him all the truth.

She knew that I'm bold and blunt and I can do whatever I want and I have threatened her before that I might do something she could never expect.

But Bella… I wanted her but at the same time… I wanted to let her go. I wanted to let this family live normally without me.

Maybe I fucked their bodies. But they fucked me mentally and this became an overwhelm and stressing me by all the words. It even distracts me and wastes most of my time. I wanted to come back to my normal fucking life without caring for anyone feelings.