Kapitel 155: The deep end

Lowell

I close the door and Col sits down on the bed as he exclaims tiredly. I watch him with a smile on my face. Everything about this man is fascinating to me. The look of innocence he always has, how shy and cute he can be. I love him so much that it baffles me at times. 

"This place is way better than the last one we were at," he rejoices with a cheesy smile on his face "I need a hot bath," he adds playfully. 

I drop the bag on the floor near the bed as he stands up and walks over to me. Col is the most innocent person I have ever met and sometimes, I feel like he is too good for me. I just know that I will let him down one of these days and I don't know how to even take it, just thinking about it.