He was afraid she would disappear again.
He didn't want to imagine living without her again.
If she was gone again, he would go crazy from the loss.
Meng Renshu's mind was in a mess, and his own thoughts confused him.
'Wait, again? When did that happen? Why did I think that?'
For as long as he could remember, Li Caiyi had consistently grown side by side with him. She was always there within his sight, so why would he feel she could disappear without a trace when he wasn't looking?
Ting!
Meng Renshu crouched down while holding his hand when a prickling pain hit his head. It was like his head was stabbed by a needle repeatedly in the same spot.
"Hey!" Li Caiyi exclaimed in panic when she saw Meng Renshu lose his balance.
Out of reflex, she opened her arm to prop his wobbling body. Seeing Meng Renshu's painful expression made her feel distressed. "See? This is what you get for forcing yourself."
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