Kapitel 109: Darkness

Love is like a dream, all possibilities of your deepest desires are awakened at that moment, you found light because you believe you have been in the darkness, you found hope because you believe you're helpless, you found security because you believe you have never been safe all your life, you found joy because you believe you have been sad all your life, and more you found your soul because you felt like a part of you was missing, you felt a bit of your soul lost and then when you finally found everything, you wake up.

My eyes were stilled on the black coffin as it was being laid into the ground.

My desires, my light, my hope, my security, my joy, my soul. It was all gone before my eyes, I have nothing... I have nothing to live for anymore, all I feel is this hollow, a dark empty feeling that consumes my insides, I should have stayed in that dream and never wake up.