Kapitel 149: Chapter 147- Feelings indeed.

I am slumped in the back seat of my car with EarPod plugged on and a thousand thoughts running through my mind. Whenever I am feeling lost, I put on my favorite playlist and let the music guide me through. I match my music to my mood.

"Oh, I hope I don't lose you.

Please, stay.

I want you, I need you, oh God

Don't take,

These beautiful things that I've got,"

Benson Boone melody filled my ear but then I felt someone tap my knee. Looking up, I realized that it was my chaffeur.

"Excuse me, Ma'm. We've arrived. I've been trying to get your attention for a few moments," The chaffeur said and when I looked out the window, I realized that we were truly here. My arching heart and fear came back creeping as I looked at Julian's opulent mansion with lavish landscaping.