Kapitel 5: A re-opened wound.
Tw: Self-harm.
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You slowly open your eyes, instead of waking up on a mall bench or something you found yourself wrapped up in the warm embrace of Doc in his bedroom. "Bonjour, ma chérie." Doc smiles. "You know I don't know French Doc…" You mumble. "I am aware darling." He pulls you closer to him. You nuzzle your face into his chest and smile at how warm he is. "I love you Doc.." You mumbled. "Wh-what?" Doc asks.
-Doc's pov-
Did I hear her correctly? Did she say she loved me? "Y-Y/n I.." No, I can't tell her yet. "Yes, Doc..?" She slowly looked up at me with those beautiful eyes of hers. "It's nothing…" I pull her closer to me. I feel her nuzzle her face into my chest and I blush, I just love feeling her body against mine. "Hey, Doc?" "What is it Y/n?" I look down. "Your heart's beating so fast." She giggles. "Are you happy?" She askes. "I'm always happy when I'm around you." I feel as if I could share all of my desires for Y/n right now but I can't I have to wait. "Really?" Her eyes have little stars in them. I nod in response. "I'm glad that I make you happy Doc." I watch as her face turns a wonderful shade of red.
-Your pov!-
My cheeks were warm, I was blushing and with the way Doc was looking at me, I knew that it was a noticeable blush. I squirmed a bit in Doc's arms attempt to move away a bit but damn he was pretty strong. "Why are you squirming?" He tightens his grip on me. "N-no reason." I curse myself for stuttering. His grip on me is almost painful now, I feel as if he's trying to squeeze my organs out through my mouth. "Are you trying to get away from me?" He was using that same angry tone from when Salem violated me. "I-I'm n-not.." My stuttering was only making things worse. "You are trying to get away from me!" He exclaims. "Doc I'm not trying to get away from you I'm just a little hungry and-" "Oh! My darling you should've just said something sooner! You stay here and I will make you something to eat." He interrupts me, sitting up. "Doc you don't have to do that." I try to sit up but he forces me to lay down. "No, you must rest after what that demonic creature did to you." I assume he's talking about Salem. "I'm fine I don't need to rest anymore." I try to sit up again but I'm slammed down onto the bed, big hands tightly gripping my wrists. "You will do as I say and stay here." Those yellow eyes that I always wished to look at me lovingly were now looking down at me with pure rage and annoyance. I whimper softly and screw my eyes shut. Why was he acting like this? What happened to the Doc I knew? What happened to the polite, curious, and loving Doc I fell in love with?
-Narrator pov-
You began to cry, these tears were a mixture of fear, pain, and sorrow. As soon as Doc saw the tears streaming down your face he let go of you, "Oh, my darling do not cry I did not mean to upset you please forgive me." He wipes away some of your tears. He sits beside you and pulls you into his lap, stroking your hair. "I am only doing what is best for you my darling." Doc kisses your forehead. "What's best for me?!" You exclaim looking up at him angrily. "You hurt me! What about that is good for me?!" Doc looks shocked at your sudden outburst. You push him away and fall to the floor, you are in a slight bit of pain but you scramble to your feet. As soon as you were on your feet you ran out of the room, luckily the doors in your apartment locked from the outside, and luckily you thought to lock Doc inside. You sank to the ground holding your head in your hands as Doc began banging on the door and yelling to let him out. You began sobbing uncontrollably. The stress of the situation got to you and those horrible thoughts you suppressed boiled up to the surface. Shakily standing you walk to your kitchen and grab a knife. You told yourself and promised Henry that you wouldn't do this again but Doc's behavior brought up some unwanted memories. You pressed the knife to your wrist and began cutting, it was painful but the more you cut the better you felt. Once satisfied you put the knife in the sink and stared at your bloodied wrist and the small puddle of blood on your floor. Suddenly you felt dizzy and everything blurred. You may have cut a little too much...
Wöchentlicher Energiestatus
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